I drop my phone rushing to Kentrell he had pills all over the counter and he was laid out on the floor with white foam coming out his mouth
"Kentrell" I picked his head up off the floor "shit" I put his head back down going to my phone crying
"M-Montana w-where ar-re you?" I stuffed going back to trell crying "what's wrong?" He shouted "he he look like he overdosed" I cried out
"I'm finna call the ambulance" he hung up I called them dailing the number "911 what's your emergency"
"My boyfriend overdosed in the bathroom floor" I cried
(A\N: ion know how the that 12 shit work 💀)
"What's the address to this home?" I gave her the address "okay ma'am the ambulance is five minutes away"
I sniffed and kept crying with my tears dripping on his face and I kept wiping them off his face
I just wonder why didn't he tell anyone he was going threw something instead of doing it alone
I was still crying kissed his forehead I herd the front door open "911" I herd " upstairs last door in the right" I yelled
I herd heavy step inter the room then seen the paramedics come
A hour later
I was sitting next to trell with my hand in his hand he was hooked up to two Iv's
I had Montana meet here just him cause cause this some private that People don't need to know bout unless he wanna share it
He was still sleep the doctor said he had overdosed and a seizure the nurse said he was suffering from depression
I just couldn't believe he didn't tell nobody or try to get help like this shit is be on him
I got on My phone going to my FaceTime log calling his sister it was rung for a while before she answered "hello" her sleepy voice
"Hey I was calling to tell you your brothers in the hospital" my eyes start to sting aging "what's happened" she sat up fast
"Ummm... he overdosed and suffering from depression" I Fanned my face
"Is he okay do I need to come down there or what" she sounded like she was finna cry
"I think you should just to support him when he wakes ups cause I want him to feel like we there for him" I looked over at him
"Can I see him?" I flipped the camera showing her "I'm on my way there I'm not gone tell my mama till he wants to" she cried
"Okay Webb gone be waiting on you" I said "okay I'll call you when I get there" I nodded hanging up
He still wasn't up I kissed his arm lying my head on it crying again thinking of the bad and not the good
Kepted my phone on setting it on the bed watching it turn on and off as the notifications came
I had told my mama where I was and she was gone come in the morning
I looked at him and he started moving I watched him slowly open his eyes he had mugged the fuck outta me
"Where im at ?" He asked he raspy voice said "umm you in the hospital let me go get the nurse" I up to be pulled back
"No don't go get them" he said "why?" I stood there "cause they gone start asking questions ion wanna answer" he let me go
I nodded sitting back down he picked up my phone then gave it to me
"How we get to this point?" He stared straight Ahead " I went to house to check in and when I walked in it was to quite so I went up the steps and yo room was dirty so I looked In The bathroom and you was in the floor with white foam coming out your mouth"
I was looking at him but he wasn't looking me "what's wrong with you , you can still tell me anything you want" I started to cry
I turned his head my way to see he had tear streams down his face "when Can talk bout how you feeling whatever you want just please talk me or get a counselor" I cried out more
"It's not how you think it is Jaliyah the shit I go through it's still stuck with I'm by myself in this shit you anit with me you probably don't give a fuck bout me so why try ... just go home with my child" he wiped his face
"No and I do care about you we just not together anymore-" I got cut off "see that's the thing that don't mean shit I still love you and wanna be with you" he said getting frustrated
"We don't have time to work on a relationship your always gone and when you do come you come for khole" I wiped my hands
"There's always ducking time you just don't wanna make time but it's good though" he nodded
" no cause we need to talk about doing things before you just ready I gotta be ready too I just had a baby trell and something are just moving to fast for me she already finna be two months like where Time go"
"You wouldn't have the baby if it wasn't fa me being stupid Jaliyah" he said harshly I scrunched my face
"Whatchu mean being stupid?" I let his hand go "not asking instead of doing but we learn from are mistakes" he nodded
"Mistaaaakes !?? What the fuck was a mistake cause ion regret shit shit I did with or went through with you so what are you talking bout?"
"You wasn't a mistake chill I'm talking bout trying to kill myself" he looked away "look at me don't ever think I'm not there for you no more no matter who I give my attention to you , you and khole are the only people I worry bout u might not believe it but it's true and I want you to get help to you have a healthier mind" his eyes was know blood shot red
"And we can work on rebuilding a better relationship we would and khole around under one condition ... you gotta get help I don't want you like this neither does your sister she on her way up here with your nephew" I rubbed his arm
He patted the spot next to him "come here pretty girl" he didn't even looked at me
"Come cuddle with me I'm just sleep and wanna go back to sleep" he huffed
I got in the bed he laid his head on my chest and put his arms around my lower stomach I kissed his four head
We sat there until he broke the silence "do the people know bout this?" I rubbed his ear "no just me,your sister and Montana" I replied
"Good I rather speak on on my on time ... ohh and you look cute and where khole?" He asked
"She at home with my moms" I play with his ear still "I wanna see her" he demands "she be here in the morning"
"I wanna see her nooowwww"'he whined "Kentrell ! Don't start" he moved his hand to my thigh going up "okay" he said upset
He moved his all the way to my shorts I grabbed his hand "stop damn it" I moved it to my knee and he moved it right back
No reasoning in trying he give move it back I removed my shoes puttin my leg on home getting comfortable "goodnight trell"
"Night pretty girl" he was still rubbing on me like he missed me or sum and I continued rubbing in him
I was completely comfortable like this was a normal feeling just being under him I feel safe but missing a little cause ion have khole and I haven't been this long without her
My eyes got heavy and I dose off
