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Few days later
"Waddup nia" I said into the FaceTime "hey, here tay talk to yo daddy" she gave the phone to him
"Dada" he said "huh?" I responded "want me to come get you?" I asked "yuhhh" he answered "you missed me tay ?"
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I lowkey miss my li' boys Ian lying "daddy gone come get you ask ya moms" I said and he ran taking the phone to nia
"Yo daddy hung up!?" She asked him "dada?" He sounded sad "Hello?"
"Yeah?" She put her face in the camera
"When you gone let me get him?" I lit my blunt "whatchu mean?"She asked sounding dumb
"When you gone let me bring him to L.A" I smacked my lips
"Who you gone have my baby around is the question ?" She asked
"Whatchu mean I be at Jaliyah house wit ha and the baby when I'm not working" I sighed
"Tell her I said hey" she blankly said "I'm at my house by myself" I rolled my eyes
She nodded "what day you wanna get him ?" I thought for a minute "Friday I'll have three get him" I inhaled the blunt
"Okay let me know when he touch down so I can have him ready" I nodded and she hung up
I turned my speaker on playing 'Beyoncé dangerously in love' every time I get in my feelings I think about Jaliyah
I picked up my phone going to my camera roll looking at old pictures of us when we first meet
If it wasn't fa me cheating and shit we would still be happy with each other and shit. I'll be able to live with my daughter instead of by myself
In this big ass house . I really be looking for happiness but when I find it I do dumb shit to fuck it up
I lit another blunt and popped a Xanax . I be thinking about getting a girl but ion wanna go threw shit with a different person
I turned my phone of and it turned back on Cause I got a notification I cleared it looking at my lock screen with my princess on it
I miss my baby I gotta go see her Ian seen her in like three days I'm surprised Jaliyah Ian call me
I been so fucking depressed all I do is pop pills get high and drink my Lean and make music in my studio down the hall
Its like ever since she got khole she give no fucks bout me Ian jealous or nun just you wouldn't have her if it wasn't for me
I closed the blinds making it dark cause of the black curtains and flopped on the bed putting the cover over me and falling asleep
I woke up from my nap feeling around for my phone I felt it grabbing it to see what time it was it was 9:30
I got up taking a shower I took a 20 minute shower getting out with my towel around me
