A week later
I was in my car on my way from work this lil week has been long I can say I just been nothing but working for my princess thats all
I'm not gone act like I'm not hurt I'm very hurt by his choice of words about my baby cause you could of said fuck me at anytime
But you choice to say fuck somebody who's innocent In a situation.
Then my baby didn't even ask to be here and what's crazy he trapped and gone try to treat me like shit
And I've done nothing but be there for Him the whole time it's crazy cause I thought it would've last there's so many things he promised me and broke em all
I thought I wouldn't have to do this shit by myself yeah he did say I wouldn't have to now look at me believing him has got me now but looking like a dumb ass
My phone started blowing up outta nowhere I look at it and they where tagging me in his song I connected my phone to the bluetooth
I clicked the song and let it play
Playboy on this bitch but he ain't playin' tho\
Go, now I can't be saved
No matter what I do, they say that I'm wrong
Everybody postin' shit that could put me in a cage
That shit so hurtful they gon' drag me 'til they see me go
When they bring up my name they gon' speak on my problems
How the fuck I'm gon' know that she lovin' somebody?
How the fuck you gon' say I'm beatin' on somebody?
'Fore I turned to that shit I'd step on somebody
I got money to make, I just gotta deposit
I'ma hop on a beat like a vet, I'ma ride it
Everything that you say it you know that I got it
I come from the streets, I'm not worried 'bout nobody
It's enough that I'm here by myself and you know how to touch me
Trust gone, thought you loved me
You postin' that shit so you really sayin' fuck me
Keep tellin' me shit like they tryna corrupt me
I ain't do not a thing, that's a regular problem
Everyday gettin' cussed out by my mama
Herpes in my blood and that shit got me cryin'
I really got feelings, you see without science
Somebody ain't real, I'ma cut my alliance
I been through this shit now they tryna rewind it
I bury my dirt now they tryna go find it
Confirm everything, they'll never confide it
While they focus on this and children out hear dyin'
But they say I promote it, they say I slang iron
They done said plenty shit, that was time after time
But I know what I know, motherfuck all the lies
I see I cannot change my time, what's left?
And I know they do not care, they gon' ride the wave (oh yeah)
And you see I do not care, gave her everything
Fuck everybody changed and fuck all these niggas ain't true to the game
Motherfuck what they on, shoot 'em all in their body
I'm only 18 and they talk like I'm 80
Never knew it'd be this, startin' to hate that I made it
I don't fuck with that hoe, I don't care 'bout that baby
If you cheated you cheated, go fuck him again
On my soul if I could I'd kill him again
Nigga do what you want 'cause you never could win
All this money in my arm and I focused on friends
And they not a friend, if they let you do that and embarrass yourself
I won't say that I did it and perish myself
If I go back to jail, that's ten on my belt
You can't say that I don't 'cause you how that I felt
When it come down to you, I don't care 'bout myself
When you given attention, you're killin' yourself
Stop respondin', play the hand that you're dealt
'Cause you know I feel like fuck 'em and I'm thuggin' for real
'Cause I know, if I fuck up my judge gon' touch me for real
So after tonight I ain't postin' nothin' else
Cherish my life with a plaque on the shelf
The love that I got, I'ma wait 'til it melt
Rather knock someone down before they'd help, bitch
Man fuck the media, how the fuck y'all keep slanderin' my name, I'm 18
Bitch I don't think I did nothin' that wrong
And shit if I did whoever ain't feelin' this shit, what it is nigga, what you want?
Bitch you know what I'm on nigga, pussy ass boy
Bitch you better go get some money ya heard me?
'Cause aye, the day shit something ever do happen to me I know what the fuck I did
I don't owe nobody shit, ya hear me?
But I don't understand how y'all could just steady run y'all mouth about one person
No matter how bad I try to do right they gon' blame me anyway
And guess what?
Bitch, y'all can't play me how y'all played him, 'cause guess what?
For one you ain't gon' make me stress, for one, bitch, I'ma forever get shit off my chest
I ain't worried but nothin', that shit don't hurt me, ya heard me?
Bitch, I got my own problems and I'm happy with who I am
I wouldn't have said what I said if I wasn't happy with who I am
Ya heard me? I accept myself before anybody do
Nigga fuck you, I don't know you anyway, you ain't grow up with me, bitch
I ain't perfect, you ain't perfect
Bitch, I'm acceptable to myself tho'
Ya hear me? And I know somebody'll love me before your dog ass do, yeah
Fuck the media and fuck the shaderoom too, bitch, broke ass muthafucka, hoe
Crazy how he can say that shit herpes fuck that come from Ian got that shit then again he didn't care about my baby thats fine
I texted him going off I wasn't gone say no hurtful shit just make sum shit clear for him
Dawg ass hoe🖕🏽💀: crazy dude you could of kept that between us but no you really mean that shit . You dont gotta worry bout us we good with or with out you . Then the fact you bring it to the internet wow grow up .At first I thought you was speaking outta anger but it's fine you anit gotta see her but when she here I don't mind if you still see her I'm not that type of bitch cause sooner than later she gone need you . and you play victim to a situation but you say I put my feelings first nawh nigga ion know what happened but you turned into a bitch
Kentrell🖕🏽: nawh fuck you I already told you I don't give af dawg ass bitch broke ass you anit shit and that baby anit either
Seen
I don't even have no more tears to cry it's like life just didn't have tho plans for me it's good tho kholé is gone be gr8
I made it home I walked threw the door and asha and three was laying together on the couch "hey yall" I said "hey leelee" three got up he reached for a hug and I returned it
"Hey pooh" asha said "what y'all been doing ?" I asked "shidd Nothing watching movies" . "Ohh" I walked up the steps " ian seen y'all in a minute" three sat back down
"I know right" I walked all the way up into my room I laid on my bed hearing my phone blow up ian even look at it I'll explain everything in the morning I went str8 to sleep
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Sooo
Yeah he don't went to the internet about she obviously don't give af ima speed the process up next chapter
Should I do a sequel? Or it's too early idk
