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jack and i sit on his bed
"i'm your drug dealer, nothing more." he says passing the bong to me

"can't we be more?" i say touching his thigh lightly, hitting the bong.

he looks at the hand i placed on his thigh, then up at me
"why. why do you wanna be with me?" jack asked. my eyes grow teary, i look at him lovingly slightly smiling, i touch his cheek.

"because jack.... you're... you" i touch his jawline, giving a weak smile.

"yeah i'm also your drug dealer" he removes my hand from his face

"please.. jack" tears drip out of my eyes i keep smiling

jack turns his head away from me, i reach out to touch his face and he smacks the hand away

"why don't you love me jack?" i'm so high. i don't even remember what on.

"i do, but i wouldn't wanna mess up my pretty little girlfriend face.. with drugs, and ya know" he caresses my collarbone, tracing it

"do it- if it means we love eachother what does it matter!" i rave smiling, still crying

"because, y/n. i'm no good for you. don't you know that?"

"if you're gonna be the death of me, that's how i wanna go" i say kissing jacks cheek, he presses his forehead against mine














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boris and y/n sit on the roof, talking all night.
suddenly y/n pulls a pack of cigarettes from her pocket and lights one

"woah woah woah" boris says attempting to grab the lighter from her, y/n moves away

"what? it's just a cigarette" she shrugs him off

"not for you. trust me" boris again try's to take the pack away

"it's just a cigarette i got from jamie lee. it's no big deal. it's only one. who said i'll smoke the whole pack" y/n continues to smoke it.

"you did. when you bought the entire pack. trust me you don't want it. 1 turns into 10" boris successful grabs the pack away

"you do it!" y/n puffs the cigarette

"exactly. look where that got me. a whole lot of nothing" he points to himself, then realizes his foul.

"i'm nothing. hah, that's funny. because you weren't saying that when you left those hickeys on me the other week!" y/n says, ticked off.

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