Why Not Both?

Chapter Twenty-Five

Tweek grinned into the kiss and found himself pulling Craig closer. He ran his hands down his back, not to the bottom. Ugh, he was so weak for this damn boy. At least he had a tiny bit of this kind of stuff now from Kenny. He'd felt a little more confident about the whole thing now thanks to Kenny and now he felt good with Craig.

Craig kissed Tweek slowly, loving the sensation and especially with the rain making them wet. They were already heating up and, fuck, Craig wanted things. He wanted Tweek. He loved Tweek so much. Craig could feel his heart racing when he pulled away to whisper in Tweek's ear with hot breath.

"I want you," Craig hummed into his sensitive ear. The brunette could feel how red his face was, but it was night out and the rain helped to hide it. At those three words, Tweek blushed hotly. Fuck. He hadn't been expecting that. Tweek had to pull himself away with wide and suddenly panicked eyes as he looked down. He bit his lip nervously.

"I-I love you and, fuck, I want you, too, but- but I have something I have t-to tell you and- and if y-you don't want to b-be with me anymore after I t-tell you, I'll understand," Tweek mumbled. Craig gave Tweek a rather concerned gaze but instantly gave him all of his full attention. He wanted to be there for him no matter what.

"Tweek, why would I not want to be with you?" Craig asked with a sad tone. Tweek couldn't help his nerves when he had to talk about this stupidly annoying thing. He'd been wearing a binder since the year he'd started getting any kind of chest. He'd been wearing baggy clothes and just presenting himself as masculine away from his parents knowledge since he'd moved to this town in kindergarten. He'd changed his stupid dresses and other typically feminine clothes his mom had dressed him in for masculine clothes before school so no one besides, Kenny now, knew. It scared him to talk about. He pulled at his hair and bit his lip.

"I-fuck... I- only Kenny knows this... for... reasons. I'm- please, don't hate me, Craig. I love you too much for you to hate me and me to be okay... I'm- I'm not biologically male. I'm transgender... I'm sorry," he said at this point with tears coming to his eyes. Craig firstly gave Tweek a blank gaze. Then, he smiled at Tweek and leaned in to kiss his forehead softly.

"Yeah, I know," he replied, hugging his boyfriend tightly.

"What? What do you- wait, Kenny didn't tell you, did he?" Tweek asked in disbelief. He didn't think Kenny would ever have thought about telling anyone, even Craig. He really didn't want to believe that of his boyfriend. He made a shocked face at Craig before wiping his eyes. Craig shook his head.

"No way. Kenny didn't tell me. He knows how to keep a secret. I just kind of summed it up over time and I may or may have not caught a glimpse of your binder once. Then, when we were cuddling, I didn't feel anything down there when you basically were pressed close against me in your sleep," Craig scratched at the back of his head. He smiled softly and took Tweek's hands in his own. "I don't care what sex you are or what body you have or anything like that because you're Tweek. I love Tweek for Tweek."

Craig leaned up to plant a sweet kiss to his boyfriend's lips. At that, Tweek found himself letting out more tears. Why he'd even had any doubts about his best friend, Craig Tucker, who hadn't given him any reason to believe anything different? His brain told him all kinds of negative things about literally everything in his life.

"I do have... something down there, just not what either of us want... Fuck, Craig- o love you, too. So much. I- I also- there's another thing about my body and I have to warn you: it's why I haven't tried to have sex with you or Kenny recently. I- I still have more scars from me and my dad from this week. He's been getting worse and more violent, b-but y-yeah..." Tweek rambled as he looked down in shame.

"What do you mean, Tweek? Why would I not want what you have? I don't give a fuck about what sex you are. I'm attracted to any sex. I'm attracted to you. Sexually and mentally," Craig spoke with an assuring voice. Then, he gave Tweek a sad gaze and hugged him closely. He blushed a bitas he felt all the words just spilling out naturally, like they finally could come out of the darkness hiding in wait to be able to say All of this to Tweek. "I'm sorry about him, Tweek., Fuck your dad. You never deserve any pain and you won't have to suffer anymore. You're safe with me and it doesn't matter what scars you have because I think you're beautiful inside and out. I love you more than anything."

Tweek blushed back and cried only a bit more happy tears. He was so happy and lucky to have Craig. He had loved Craig Tucker for so long and he'd fallen so heavily in love with him way back when. If you'd have gone back in time to tell anywhere between 6th grade Tweek and 11th grade Tweek that he'd even end up with Craig Tucker, the boy he'd been in love since fake dating him in kindergarten, he wouldn't even consider believing you. He'd believe you even less if you told him he'd also be in a poly relationship with bad boy Kenny McCormick and Craig all in one. Tweek didn't deserve such good things.

"I've been in love with you since like kindergarten, Craig Tucker, and I keep somehow falling more and more for you the more you talk. You make me so happy. I- I want you. I want you to make love to me," Tweek told him quietly , blushing a bit at the last part.