phone calls // mgc

twelve // voicemails part 2

michael: GO AWAY CALUM !

i'll never go away, michael. i'm always here.

michael: not if i start to take my medicine! you go away when i take my medicine.

negative, and actually i only left you to mess with your fucked up head.

michael: why are you being mean to me? i thought you cared about me.

if you cared about your sweet ella, then you would kill yourself right now. do you care about ella?

michael: of course i care about her, she's perfect.

die. die. die.

michael: i won't let you take over my brain. you're not real!

oh, but i am real. ella doesn't care about you, michael. she feels bad for you.

please leave your message after the tone

beep

michael: calum's back c-c-calum's back i need you

i sure am back, and it feels great.

please leave your message after the tone

beep

michael: it's 3 am, and i'm laying on the bathroom floor i-i just want you

michael, you're sick. you have nothing to live for.

please leave your message after the tone

beep

michael: i just slit my wrist, oh o-h there's a lot of blood. do you care about me? calum told me you don't.

please leave your message after the tone

beep

michael: WHY ARENT YOU FUCKING ANSWERING I NEED YOU I NEED YOU I-i need you

you might need her, but she doesn't need you.

michael: FUCK OFF CALUM! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I HATE MYSELF! i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

well, this was fun. i'll be back.

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i put bandages over my fresh cuts, and then spent the rest of the night on the bathroom floor. why am i even alive? maybe calum's right. i miss ella.

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HELLO FRIENDS PLEASE DONT HATE ME FOR THIS UPDATE anyways i always feel so weird when i update at school but whateva and its really weird not writing ella's parts she's so cUTE 

wOW calum is such a dick i hate him v much and poor michael like it was hard for me to write about him like that because he's my baby ugh but i hope you guys like this and keep voting :-))))