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I learned to neglect things that are so important to me. I always get home late at night with friends. I didn't even monitor food if it's needed to eat breakfast, to involve lunch, or to have desert. We won't attend school hours, but to any places we've wanted. Money is not a problem whether I've wasted it or not 'cause I always have a lot in my account.

But there are times I can't understand, that it is intolerable for me to set aside my studies. Sometimes when I was at my table, the fresh memory of yesterday refreshes me. That was really a bad experience that will be there forever and will be remembered. I wonder if Mom already took over it. But as I see, I reckon not. Always if she sees me, I know she abhor herself. But it's nothing to me.

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