Aoi x reader pt. 2

Chapter 1

I woke up lying next to Aoi on the bed on the tour bus. The bright morning light streaming through the windows. "Morning y/n," I heard Ruki call as he walked through. A towel draped around his shoulder to keep his damp hair from getting his shirt wet.

"Morning Ruki," I sighed. Burying myself more into the covers.

Ruki watched me smiling, I smiled back.

He watched as I had to squint at him through the blinding light. "Here let me close the curtains, y/n." He walked over and pulled the curtains closed making the bus darker.

"Thanks," I yawned. I kicked my way out of the covers and slipped down to the floor. Rubbing the sleep from my eyes. I look over to see Ruki stripping his shirt from his body. I could feel myself start to blush as I stared at his slim defined body.

Ruki turned around to see me staring only for him to blush too. I followed his eyes down to the middle of my body where my shirt, just lifted above my midriff. He looked down his eyes searching the ground until he found my shorts. He tossed them over to me, his face turning into anger as he found a different shirt, pulled it over his head and stormed out of the bus entirely.

Kai walked in to find me standing there my hand clutching my shorts.

"You know you shouldn't mess with Ruki like that," Kai said as he inhaled on his cigarette.

"You think I meant to mess with him like that I was just sleeping, how was I supposed to remember I had no shorts on?"

Kai pressed the end of his cigarette into the ashtray putting it out. "I'm not saying you meant to but just try not to, you know he loves you and cares for you... especially after..."

"Don't mention it, I'd rather not talk about that night."

Remembering the scowl on Aoi's face that night makes me want to cry again. I know he will never truly forgive me. And I don't expect him to. I walked out of the room and into the kitchen grabbing a cup of coffee. I looked over to see a bottle of vodka, I snatched it away pouring a bit into my coffee.

"Do you think you should be drinking that?"

"Shut the fuck up, after what you said I kinda want a bit of alcohol. Besides both Ruki and I were drunk."

"Did you put all of this in your coffee?"

"No why?"

"I just got this yesterday, and I haven't touched it."

I turned around and looked at Kai. "Was it Aoi?"

"I only saw him take a little and he was passed out after that."

I dashed out the door, my heart was racing. I was worried, I raced down the tree-covered slope down to the riverbank. I saw a lump of black with blonde hair next to the water.

I rushed down to see it was Ruki passed out. I tried to wake him up, but he wouldn't. "Ruki! Wake up, please. I didn't mean to upset you," I tried to drag his body up the steep wood slope. Tears streamed down my eyes, I fell next to him. Holding him close to me. "Please Ruki, I'm sorry." I stroked his soft head, softly kissing it.

"I love you Ruki, I'm sorry I didn't tell you this sooner. I wish I did," I heard Kai yell my name from the bus, telling me the paramedics were heading down. I watched as they lifted his limp body onto the cott and took him back up the hill to the ambulance. Everyone stood at the bus watching as he went in. 

I saw Aoi, glaring at me. I walked over to him, staring at the ground. "Y/n, may I speak with you inside?" I looked up to him and nodded.

He walked in behind me before closing the door behind us. I turned around to see him, a saddened and worried look on his face, "y/n... do you still love me."

"Of course, why wouldn't I?"

"I heard you talking to Ruki down at the river bed... you said you loved him... I thought you loved me."

I walked up to him, wrapping my arms around him. "Listen, I love you. And I always will just believe me..." he took me in his arms. "I believe you, I'm sorry I was just worried about what happened a couple of months ago and all... I didn't want to take a chance."

I leaned up and kissed him, "I think we should head over to the hospital?"

"We can head there tomorrow, I actually wanted to take you out today."

"Oh..." I wanted to be there with Ruki to comfort him. To maybe even tell him how I feel... but I wanted to be with Aoi today as well.

a/n: ok I'm going to make this one a bit more interesting than the last one and let you choose what you want to happen so there will be two choices and you can pick one of them AND ONLY ONE!!! kidding you can look at both XD but you choose one of them. So it would be like

"At the hospital with Ruki"

or

"Out with Aoi" 

and you pick one and it always corresponds with a different chapter. Hope ya enjoy :)