A Girl Like Her (L.R.H)

T is for Trauma

Hey I just wanted to say thank you for giving my book a try and I hope you can get past the probably really shitty into and into the first few chapter. Any ways thank you for reading :).

________________________________________________________________________________It first started when I moved here, the bullying. At first is was questionable glances in my direction. Then, it turned into whispers as I walked by. Soon, hurtful names where being thrown at me one by one. Slut, skank, whore, weirdo, freak, fag, homo, and the worst of all, fat ass. Yeah I was over weigh, but I was happy, and nobody was going to break down my self confidence, or so I thought.

The bulling from most peers had died down, but for a select few it had escalated. Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin, Calum Hood, and Michael Clifford were there names, and they were the 4 most popular guys in school. Luke played football and got all the cheerleaders. Calum played basketball and was currently attempting to sleep with the schools slut, Brittany. Ashton played baseball and was currently single, and on the prowl for a new woman. Michael, also searching for a girlfriend, played guitar in the band, Bring Me The Hearts. You know what, I've heard them play, and they really aren't half bad.

Though each guy may seem irresistible to some each and everyone of them makes my life a living hell every chance they get. It is like around the clock bullying, from the time I get to school the time I get home, and this has been happening since I moved here a year and six months ago. I can't help but love him, Luke, I know what you are going to say. "What a cliche that you fall in love with your bully." I know, I didn't want to, but it just kind of happened and I thought it would go away, but I've had the same feelings about him now for nearly a year. He's sweet when you catch him on a good day. Always opening doors for people and using his proper manners any chance he gets. One these days he is more likely to just call me names, but on the bad days... he's hurtful. What he says hits home, and on those days, I never leave school without a black eye or a bloody nose... or even a few bruises. It's a good thing my parents are always way to busy to realize what is happening to me, not like they would do anything anyways.

Any ways, one to what I look like I have dark brown hair that is nearly down to my butt, and bright green eyes. I weigh 190 lbs and I am 5'5. I know I'm a little heavy, but ever since I was put on my depression medicine my weight has gone up significantly, but so has my self
confidence, so it is a win in my book. I'm also sorta blind so I do wear glasses,but the green frames suit my eyes and face very well. I'm not exactly a trophy, but I'm not completely hideous either. I'm very smart, 3.8 GPA, and all A's ever since I could remember. I'm every teachers go to tutor when a kid is failing a subject. It's kind of like a job, but it will pay off to put it on my college application as community service. At this rate I will be first in line for a full ride to Harvard! Well it is time to go to Biology. See ya!

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WOW... my first chapter is done and probably kind of sucks but thats ok...LOL also auditions are being held for Michael and Ashtons girl friends, so message me if you are interested. Thanks for reading.

-PastelPassions