I'm not a fighter (Tom x reader)

Lets talk

I know all of us hugging would be the first thing to be noticed, but no.

Half of Paul's body was in the picture. Not only that, he was smiling weirdly and doing a peace sign with his hand.

It even showed Patryck trying to stop him but was to late.

Ha, even Tord was awkwardly standing behind the hugging family, not even knowing what to do.

But other then all that, the picture was beautiful. We actually looked like a family that cared for each other. Well, now we did.

"We can take another one later." I said to her, smiling.

"Okay. Do you want to keep that?" She asked, pointing at the picture. I smiled again.

"Yes please." I said, smiling down at it.

//time skip//

"So are you serious going to join? And not mind?!" Tord asked, throwing his hands in the air.

"I mean, yeah? I still go against it but I half to." I told, crossing my arms as I sat atop of my bed.

My dad was packing just a few things to go to the actual red army base. That was actually a secret, but since we were all apart oh it already, nothing bad would happen.

"How do you think I feel about it?" He asked, narrowing his eyes at me.

"Look. I know how you feel. You'll do great as a leader! I know it!" I said, smiling up at him.

He narrowed his eyes again and then dropped it, now smiling down at me and his back went back to calm state. He took a breath and closed his eyes. "I hate my fucking life but thanks." He laughed slightly. "Are we done talking? I want to go down stairs." He said, stuffing his pockets with his hands.

"Whatever, just get out red leader." I teased, to which he rolled his eyes.

"Don't call me that."

"Yet."

"Yet."

Then he walked out.

I sighed, then looked around my room. Old stuff. Yes, it's all very old. Such as just old trash, old markers and pens in the cup I had on my desk. Book shelves, bathroom. Memories...

I forced my mind to not think about old memories. Instead, my mind went back to Tom.

That kiss... I'll never feel the way it felt again. I told him I loved him, and he didn't say it back.

I lied to him.

I lied to everyone.

My life was over, and now I have a new one.

Start out new.

Now that I think about it, I'm probably going to move a lot. Go to Norway, join meetings, also torture people a lot.

What if I wrote letters to them.

Later. I'll do it later.

"Y/n! We're going!" My dad yelled. I jolted as he yelled for my name. But then I remember we're all buddy buddy now. I sighed and got up from my bed.

I don't think I'm gonna be home that often too.

//time skip.//

We were at the red army base.

And it looked bigger then what I imagined...

It was in the middle of no way, but there was trees everywhere.