Thoughts

Thought no 1

Sometimes I think that the whole thing called "humanity" is useless and what it's more important- meaningless. I have that feeling especially after watching "Lucifer" - series on Netflix. It's about a guy who is actually a devil and he's landed on earth after leaving Hell. And his behavior towards people is like they don't have any powers so they are so usual and there's nothing unique about any of them. Also it makes me feel that people have so little brains that this man upstairs is actually laughing at them and also at their small-mindedness as well. I feel very little when I hear about this whole "God" stuff, because then I am conscious about my life sense or even better -life non-sense. I know then that whatever it may be unbelievable for me it's still nothing in comparison to powers and matters that God has. Sometimes I think that I could compare the whole humanity to fabric of for instance chairs. There are so many of them, there could be some differences between them, but they are still meant to do one thing and they have one function. Someone creative may find a new function of these chairs but this requires much more effort, but makes this chair better than other ones and more valuable. You can use a chair to make a tent also with help of some blankets and pillows. ( I used to do things like that). So now it's not only a usual chair which you can sit on, but it's a chair meant to be a part of something unusual and that makes it  exceptional. The same situation happens to humanity. Every human is going to die at all. But it's the difference between dying just like others- without doing anything improving to the world- and dying after showing yourself as a different, better version of human and encouraging people to be like you. That's why we remember some people even if they have already died because they had done something which others couldn't and also they had message to deliver, a message to us. Some of messages tell us to be exactly like the person who haven't become forgotten after his/her death or not to be like them and not to make the same mistakes. People who haven't become forgotten, are memorable for a reason. That makes you unique, when you have some message to send, when you're different from ordinary people whose only aim is to die. Not literally, because they don't see this that way but that's the truth- when you don't have any aims, death becomes your only one. And here my confusion appears. Where's the sense in inspiring others when the ones who were inspired are going to die as well as them who had inspired someone before. So everything comes to the one point- death. But you live once so you must make  use of your life as well as you can, but how? Does it make sense to spend your life-time on inspiring others who are also going to die just like you? Sometimes I imagine that God looks on this earth like on an anthill, where everyone make a big noise but no one has anything important to say. Everyone's trying to create  something amazing to make themselves feel like they are unique, but the truth is that they aren't, because we will all end up in the grave. Or not at all, maybe only our body stays on earth, maybe our souls go somewhere else. Regardless we are the one who guess but the God is the one who knows...