Outing MYSELF

I Cheated

I cheated multiple times. With the same person.

**I am a college student attending the same university my ex boyfriend whom I dated in high school is attending.

During our relationship, I basically chilled. I made no efforts. I liked him, he was a great boyfriend to me atleast 😭😭😭 but I was focused on school and 'not getting caught' doing anything inappropriate with anyone and by inappropriate I mean kissing, touching, holding hands because I'm conservative...or was?
And where I live, having a boyfriend at 16 wasn't exactly at all allowed or accepted. He was in a grade higher so he got to college before me and what do you know? One day he texted me, but before that a birthday party was being hosted in our (my roommate and I) apartment to which he was invited to.
Mind you? I was/am still in a very happy relationship with my Mexican boyfriend who is literally my dream husband (😓). He's the "bad boy who is just a good guy type" but also a cry baby😁.
Then why did I do that? I don't know. I should also add that my roommate is my ex's girl bestfriend.**

On the day of the birthday party, I came home from school to see him standing at the door. I was puzzled but his explanation was that my roommate was supposed to be there to let him in however she was caught up at her school (we are roommates but we attend different colleges that are like 5 minutes apart). I already knew that, plus my roommate doesn't get home until very late.
I opened the door, we hugged. Oh, he was also responsible for the alcohol and we were the only ones at home.
He asked me if I wanted to have some. I said no because I don't drink. I really don't. I've actually never been drunk. I can't blame this on the alcohol at all 😂😂😭.

He went inside the kitchen and I went to straighten up and put decorations on the walls. After that, he called me to taste some of the food he had already prepared and I took a sip of his mixed drink which was like 99% alcohol by the way!! He laughed at the face I made and then slightly picked my chin up slipping an ice cube between my lips and kissed me! I'm not gonna lie, that was sweet. But.. he has a girlfriend too and they seem soooooooo in love. Atleast, I think they are. I didn't expect that but for the rest of the night of the party, we secretly made out.

In the kitchen.

In the hall.

At the door when he was leaving.

And even after that.. with a more intense situation. I don't even feel bad about it. But I'm sorry.

The good thing is that, we never got caught.

The end.

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