Anxiety's Grip

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I'm alone but surrounded.

Invisible eyes following me,

Staring through my skin.

Walls of bodies crush me,

Oppressing me from a close mile,

Drawing sweat from my bones.

Their heat courses through me,

Dragging my heartbeat through my veins,

Stealing the breath from my lungs.


The whites of their eyes:

Constant, fixated, piercing.


The insides of my stomach:

Sickly, twisting, tumbling.


He's staring. She's staring.

They're all staring at me.

A relentless sea of judgement

Coming in waves,

Battering my shield of solitude.


If this is what it's like to have anxiety,

I'll pray every day for normality. 

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