i cleaned myself up,
and left the bathroom.
thankfully everybody already left home.
i was about to leave,
until i heard something behind me.
i turned around, but nothing was there.
i shrugged my shoulders,
and turned back around.
i started walking to the bus station.
once the bus arrived, i sat down inside,
and plugged my earbuds in,
while listening to jamais vu from bts.
i looked out the window,
looking at the nature we pasted by.
there were birds, squirrels, trees,
and even butterflies.
i was falling asleep, until the bus stopped.
probably just someone getting on the bus.
i looked back outside,
then i felt someone sit down next to me.
i looked over to see jisung.
of course.
i switched the song to
sunset lover from petit biscuit,
turned the volume up,
and looked back outside.
j: "it's the nerd."
i turned to jisung.
y/n: "don't even start,"
j: "and what are you going to do about it?"
i rolled my eyes.
y/n: "don't try me,"
i turned to look outside,
while turning the volume up more.
jisung wasn't bothering me anymore,
so i started falling asleep.
i closed my eyes, and fell asleep.
i woke back up
after someone was shaking me.
i turned to see nobody beside me though.
i ignored it, and looked outside
to see we were at my stop.
y/n: "thanks for the ride frederic."
f: "no problem,"
i then got off,
and walked down the street to my house.
i took out my key,
and entered the house.
y/n: "mom, i'm home!"
no one answered.
y/n: "mom?"
i went to the kitchen,
and sat down at the table.
i put my hand in the back pockets of my jeans, but my phone wasn't there.
don't tell me i forgot it on the bus.
i unzipped the front pocket of my backpack
to see my phone,
with my earbuds wrapped around it,
and a sticky note attached to it.
hope you slept wellꨄ
so someone put them in my backpack
while i was sleeping? but who?
i just shrugged my shoulders,
and unwrapped the earbuds.
i then texted my mom.
—
i thought you said
you were going to
be home today.
some issues happened so
i'm going to be in america
for a little longer.
how long?
until july. don't worry,
i'll get you a surprise.
remember to be safe.
okay
love you
love you too
—
i set my phone down on the table,
stood up, and opened the fridge.
guess i'm eating yesterday's pizza leftovers.
i grabbed the plate,
and put it in the microwave to heat up.
once it was done heating up,
i grabbed my stuff,
and went upstairs to my room.
i set the pizza on my desk,
and started putting my stuff away.
i grabbed my phone, and looked at the time.
4:56 huh, i got home later than usual.
i just shrugged it off,
and started eating my pizza.
after eating,
i washed the dishes,
and placed them in their cupboards.
then i went back to my room,
so i could choose an outfit,
since tomorrow is the last day of school.
then my phone started ringing.
no caller id?
i answered the call,
and put the phone up to my ear.
—
hello?
what's up nerd.
—
i immediately hung up.
i don't know why jisung
would randomly call me just to say that,
but i'm tired of it.
i placed my phone down on the bed,
and sat down next to it,
while crying in my knees.
