Many years later,
My story did change!
I'm crying
I'm happier than ever
I knew waiting it out would pay off!
I'm following my passions
And creating new passions
I'm being me!
I have some new challenges of course
But they pale to what I experienced in 2019!
People hated 2020 but I loved it!
It was the time my life began to change!
If you reading this and you feel unloved and unheard,
Everything will be alright!
And I mean it!
You may not have something amazing happen to you, but you will heal even if it's a bit slow, the pain would end!
I advise not to end the pain through suicide like I wanted to do during my darkest days!
Those days where waking up from sleep felt like a nightmare,
That being alive was simply torture!
But I made it through!
The pain ended!
I still feel the scars of it though!
When someone pokes at them,
I cringe inward!
But I'm getting so much better!
And you are strong enough to do the same!
