I am mad
I am a maniac
Years have fled
Utterly ruining me
And turning me into
A psychological monster
I withdrew myself from the world
To my inner self
Only to find more dark thoughts
Haunting me night and day
I know I won't last long
As I am utterly hopeless
And I am sure to crack up someday
Not long is my end
Time is ticking away
Leaving me gasping in sweet agony
Making it harder to let go
To make that one last struggle
Before letting go forever
Into that hopeless depth
Out of which I shall never return
I'm suffocated and isolated
Thoughts go whirling by every second
I don't know what to do
Than wrench my teeth and fists
To prevent that last ....explosion....
The last and final explosion......
Goodbye...
For eternity..........
