The Girl I Love

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SomeOne POV

ija! your here now... my lola said and walked towards me and hug me tight oh i really her she's really sweet

I miss you lola  ... i told her and i heard someone  cleared his throat i smiled wider lolo! .. i run as i could as i reach where is my lolo i heard lolo chuckled

you miss your that much eh? well i kiss you too darling how's school?.. he asked as we walked towards lola whos smiling at us doing fine and boring lolo.. i already know what they're teaching to us its really advance when i continue that homeschooling  ... yes thats true tsk

hay apo... so you regret now whats your decision ha?.. tukso pa nito sa akin kaya napasimangot ako tsk partly yes  ... sabi pa dito ng marating namin ang dining area nakaupo na kami lahat lahat ngunitnung hinahanap kong tao ay walang iba kundi si where is he?

lolo.. lola where's dad?.. i told them and they look at me like an alien tsk

apo your dad is busy on his duties being a king thats why he's not here he's in somewhere..  as if they're telling me the truth dont lie lolo i already know the truth that he's finding his true love his true family... malungkot kong turan dito kong nagtTaka kayo bakit ako marunong managalog kc my lolo is a pure filipina thats why she teach how to speak tagalog

dont be sad ija.. you know that your dad loves you ok? he needs to find his wife and his children.. pls ija understand your dad..  lolo said i want to cry daddy is always busy he didnt give me some of his time nor paying me  atensyon i felt like im nobody to him! im his daughter for christ sake!

and pls stop being insecure to them.. apo i know your that didnt give nor paying you atensyon but pls put this in your precious mind apo your dad loves ypu so much he care for you even if his not around or he's not with all the time.. and you have us..apo remember that.. and no matter what happened lolo and lola loves you so much ok?... lola said and hug me.. some hoew gumaan ang pakiramdam ko pero hindi maalis ang inggit dito sa puso once they enter in my territory i will show them the wat they called 'Hell'.. i dont share wats mine i am the only crown princess! that is the only one na natitira sa akin ang posisyon na iyon.. wag nyang subukang agawin sa akin un! kung hindi ihaharap ko agad sya ss demonyo!

after that sence im here in my room.. i wish my mom is here i miss my mom so much.. i didnt hate her for leaving me here and be with our beloved god im 5yr old back then she died.. masasabe kong mabuti syang ina na pinaparamdam nya sa akin na hindi ako nag iisa kc simula bata palang ako hindi na ako binigyan pansin ng daddy ko hindi ko noon alam kong anung dahilan pero my mga time namn my oras sya para sa akin... at ramdam ko na mahal ako ni dad nun until a become a teenager i felt the distance between me and my dad.. and im hurt knowing that.. he's finding his real family

i cried and cried..to let this pain in my chess away.. i hate you daddy but i love you...
pero hindi ako makakapayag na maagaw nila ang pwesto na merun ako!

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Aira POV 

hmmm.. what heck anu tong naririnig kong ingay! nakakabulahaw sila ng natutulog na tao eh! the fuck!

ah! hahha talo ka talo! ... the fuck!

gago! nandaya ka eh!.. dinig ko ulit anung nandaya! hoy hindi ako nandaya haha basta sa akin na ang pinakamamahal mo porsche! ... arrgh! mag patulog kau mga letche kapitbahay to bat ang iingay! wait kapitbahay? maingay? kailan pa kami nagkarun ng kapitbahay na maingay? at parang sobrang lapit pa nito kaya napamulat agad ako ng mata ngunit nasilaw ako kaya pinikit ko ulit at unti unti kong binuksan ang mga mata ko puting kisame? asa ba ako? dextrose? wait nasa ospital ako? fuck!