How am i doing?

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I'm David Budd. I've been traumatised by many different things: fighting in Afghanistan; seen one of my best friends brains get blown out right in front of me; seeing bombs and even wearing bombs. But that's in the past and I need to think about the future Vicky, Ella and Charlie.

After Julia died i felt sad for awhile not because I was in love with her but because I loved her. Love and In love are 2 very different things. Someone I had to protect got blown up on my watch, that is sad if you ask me. Me and Julia did have an affair but through the whole thing I loved....actually I was in love with Vicky my beautiful wife.

My councillor has helped me get through this and now I feel better than ever. I just still can't believe how stupid i am to let my kids go through such torture. But I have had a year break and I'm ready to start working again as a BODYGUARD.

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