No body ever really said anything to me in school
Nobody ever says anything to me now
Until the one time that I find a really handsome and beautiful man who wants to be with me I fuck it up
He never really loved me or so I thought but he wouldn't love me anyways
Who would love me
I ran away and said no because I had to even if he does love me I need to be there for him but can I do that for him
Can I be the only one he loves
I mean I cut myself because I don't have anyone
I want to let him in but the wall is to strong
I wish that I could just forget my past but I can't and that's what makes it so hard for me to love again
What I said before is true fresh is the first boy that I have truly loved but I can't let that be the only reason why I let my guard down
Mabye it has to be the only reason why I let my guard down
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What streams can do to a man // lazarbeam x fresh
Fanfiction(I don't know how they met but this is MY story and I am making it up as I go) fresh is playing fortnite. he is playing off stream to help him even more and he plays with duos fill on. he starts to hyperventilate when he notices he just spawned with...
