"And then we started messing around and then we stopped talking cause he got a girl and I respect that I wasn't in love with him or nothing but when I found out I was pregnant"she says
"I had to say something I didn't want to go through pregnancy alone,but I did"she says
"What about your brother "I say
"He ain't do shit but let me stay at his home boys house "she says with a mug
"He let them treat me any kind of way , he let them touch me any kind of way"she says tearing up
"Then on the day he went and shot Caine, he pushed me on the ground and I thought I lost him"she says
"Him?"I say
"Yea I'm having a boy "she says
"this baby is the only reason I'm doing what I'm doing to surviv-"
"WHY IS THIS HERE"I hear a angers Larenz say
"Renz calm down"I say as he slurs and wobble over to us
"IMA KILL THAT BITCH" he says and shield her
"Ceirra go in my room and lock the door"I tell her as she does
I overpower Renz and push him on the couch...only cause he's drunk
"Renz stop it she's pregnant we have to help her that's our homeys baby"I say
"NO THAT BITCH DONT KNOW WHO BABY"he says
"Fuck you foreal Larenz go to your fucking room "I say as he gets up and gets in my face
"I don't give a fuck about that baby ion fucking like her she killed my homey and your a fucking opp for liking her "he says and I push him out my face
"Take yo drunk ass to bed nigga damn I can't take you serious "I say going to my room
Next morning
I wake up with Cerria next to me and my throat ain't slit so I guess she ain't out yo get us
I head to the kitchen and Renz is in there eating cereal
He sees me and mugs
"Renz don't be like that"I say
"Like what Lani That bitch is the enemy what are you doing"he says
"Look I talked to her last night,there's a good possibility that baby is Caine's wouldn't you wanna know come on you have to understand "I say as he rolls his eyes
"Whatever keep her away from me"he says and I nod
He gets up and leaves
Now that I know I'm not pregnant I feel good and it makes me wanna tighten up on my career ,so ima head to the studio later and work
"Hey Lani"Ceirra says
"Hey you hungry "I say and she nods
"We going to the studio but we can stop and get food ok"
She nods and sits at the table
Studio
"Hey eveyone "I say and they say hey back
They all see Ceirra and lose the marbles
"Why she here"Ren says
"Y'all don't start "I say and they back off
"C just sit down and relax I got you"I say and head to the booth
3 hours later
"You can't be my boo if y-UGHHHHHH I HATE THIS"I say
I've been in this booth for hours trying to get this right
"Lani do you need help"E says
I nod and he hops in
"Ok now what's this song about"he says
"It's about idk cause ion got shit "I say as he chuckles
"Okay how about it's some of that shit you be talking"he says
"Like 'I'm the hottest in the street bet you wish you could be me"He says as I nod and start thinking
"OH SHIT"I say grabbing my note book and going to the other room
"The hell"Ren says
Larenz
"She moves that hoe in "I say to Wax and he passes the joint
"Man that's fucked up"he says
"I know "I say
"But what if that's his baby"he says
"Man don't start "I say
Then my telephone starts ringing
"Larenz "I hear Chilli say
"Hey baby"I say
"Don't fucking try that Renz "she says and I sigh
"Why haven't I heard from you in days explain please "she says and I really don't have an excuse
"Baby I'm sorry I'm just idk"I say and she starts going off
"That yo bitch man"Wax says as I nod
He laughs at her going off
She hangs up and I throw the remote
"What's with y'all for a month now y'all been weird "he says
"I know man it's just,I don't know anymore "I say
DING DONG
I get the door and it's Nia
"Hey "I say
"Hey Renz how are you "she says and we starts talking
"Anyway can I barrow some sugar"she says and I lead her in
"Smells like weed in here "she says
"Yea that's a regular scent "I says s she laughs
"You something else "she says looking at me
"What?"I say
"Did you get a haircut you look different"she says feeling my head
"Nah why I look bad? "
"No you look better actually "she says
"Thank you "
I hand her the sugar and she leaves
"Oh nigga I ain't kno y'all was fucking"Wax says
"No man it's not like that she don't fuck with me "I say
"Then she wants you man "he says
"Nah man you just high"i say as we laugh
Lani
"I'm ready "I say coming in the booth
Everyone looks at me like crazy
"NIGGA DROP THE BEAT"I say
Dre drops the beat and I start
"Lani , Aye "I say
"Said little bitch, you can't fuck with me
If you wanted to"I say
These expensive, these is red bottoms
These is bloody shoes"i continue
I see eveyone bobbing they head and it's hyped me up
"Honestly, don't give a fuck
'Bout who ain't fond of me"I say
This song needs to have a video and I already have an idea
I jus gotta finish it
