Lani pov
Today is ....the day
I zip up my dress and look for my hat
"Larenz ?"
"Wat"He says
"Where's my hat "I say
"Hold up"He says walkin out my room
While he's gon I look at the picture of him ,Caine and I on my dresser
A tear rolls down my eye
This day reallys going to be hard and the lead up was no help , to much has happened
"Here you g-" Renz looks at me and the picture
"Yo don't cry it's okay we gon be straight "he says wiping my tears
"I know I just miss him"I say
"Me too"he says walking out
Tupac pov
"Come on Man I don't wanna be late "I say
"I'm coming"Raheem says
Today I'm trying not to think so hard,o rather remember Caine for the good times and not how this happened
"I'm ready "they say
We hop in the car and ride in silence to the church
Eazy Pov
"Come on y'all I wanna be on time ion have time for this "I say
The boys are gettin ready plus my kids
I want my kids to goto the funeral as a sign of respect cause If it wasn't for him my son wouldn't be here
"Dad we ready " Jr says
I look over at Ren and Yella and then niggas still struggling to tie they shoes ...oh boy
Jada
"I'm soo worried about T"
As y'all know T and Caine sss dating and I'm worried for her mental health at this moment
"Please keep an eye on her"I continue
"Ofc you know that's our girl"Lisa says
"Where did Larenz say the church was?"I say
"I have no clue I haven't talked to him in a week"she says
"Oh damn"I say , one problem at a time
Caine's funeral Lani pov
"this is why we say young folks have a relationship with God cause you never know when you'll be knocking at his door"the pastor says as I nod
"Now Caine's friends and family will not share a couple words "he says sitting down
Caine's Parents go up and it's heart breaking looking at them trying to keep it together
Then His cousin, his brother , uncle then Renz
"Hello, um ion usually do stuff like this so please bare with me, uh Caine was my brother basically"he starts
"We grew up together, lived together , we was always into something "he says
"Caine was always the one who would tell me ,Renz no don't do it "He says and everyone chuckles
"Lani too we both some nuts so he would always be there when we got in sum trouble "he says as he looks at me and pauses
Larenz puts his head down
"Yo I'm sorry "Renz says choking on tears
"Caine man this all my fault , it's should be me in that coffin not you man "he starts balling
I get up on my seat and rush up there and comfort him
"It's okay "I say
"cause now Caine can watch us all the time , he's always going to be with us , and nothing could ever replace wat we have"I say
"I messed up" Renz says as we go sit back down with him crying on my shoulder
"It's okay I got us I promise "I say
Couple mins later T gets up there
"Good Morning " She says and the chruch repeats
"Caine was my love, my boyfriend, my soulmate straight from Jesus " she says
"No one knew me and him were together,no one knew why I was always happy, why I always felt safe , why I was never mad nor sad"she continues
"It really felt like Caine was sent straight from God"she says smiling
I haven't seen her smile in a long time
"I apologize to my friends for being secretive, I apologize for shutting everyone out , I pray no other women has to go thru losing someone she is in love with "she says
"Caine the love of my life, I know your watching over me, I miss you and I know God's taking care of you now this world was not enough for you and God loved you more than I did "she says with tears running down here eyes , just like everyone else
"I love you , this isn't a good bye cause I'll see you again someday "she gets off the stand and goes near his body and kisses his forehead
The choir sings a couple songs the preacher preaches and then our final viewing
No one pov
"Goodbye Caine,I love you brother"Pac says
He goes then Ren and Yella go up
"This messed up" Ren says
"Well see you on the other side man" Yella says patting him
E and the kids go
"Thanks man" E says with tears dropping
"You are forever the realest "he says walking off with his kids
Lani and Larenz go
"I love you Man" Renz says
"I'll never forget you" Lani says outing a rose on him and walking away
T looks at him for a minute then kisses him again
"I love you " she says crying
Renz goes up and gets her cause it gets worse
Lani pov
"Hey Lani" Devante says sittin next to me
"Where were you "I say
"I just got off the plane I'm sorry, ommm really sorry" he says and hugs me as I start crying in his arms
"Ima miss him so much "I muffle in his jacket
We leave and head to the park the place we all chose to cookout at in honor of Caine
I sit down wit my food next to D and Larenz
"You ok" De says
I shake my head cause I have a weird put in my stomach and I feel like something bad is going to happen
"You need anything" he says
"My head just hurts"I say
PAC sits down in front of me "Lani I know this ain't the time or place but I really care about our friendship,I'm sorry"he says and I look at him
I belive Pacs a good guy and no ones perfect and ion wanna dislike him so ima forgive and forget
"It's okay I forgive you "I say
"We cool?" he says
"Yea we cool"I say as he smiles
Yella sits down "What I miss"He says
Then someone taps Larenz
"Excuse me"she says
"Yea who you,"He says
"I'm Ceirra"she says and Renz squints
"YOUR THAT BITCH"he gets up and shouts
I stand up cause I have no idea what he's about to do
"No wait I can explain "she says
"BITCH YOU BETTER RUN BEFORE I KILL YOU"he says
"But-"She says
"GO BITCH"he says
"Renz whats going on?"I say
"This bitch is the reason Caine's dead it's her fucking fault"he says and we all look at her
"What?"I say
"and you wanna know why,cause this bitch is pregnant and she swears it's Caine's"
Now we are alll baffled
Then I look at T
"YOU FUCKING BITCH" she try's to swing on her but Lisa and Chilli get her
"Bitch ima kill you" she yells
"I didn't do this" Ceirra says crying
While all this is going on I guess my stomach couldn't take it ,I threw up
"Are you ok?"Dev says watching me throw up
"Oh shit Lani " I hear E says as he hold up my hair
"You got it all out?"he says and I nod
Later that night
The phone rings
"Hello"I say
"Hey Lani it's Jada "I hear Jada day
"Hey wassup"I say
"Well I wanted to talk to you about today "she says
"Girl don't even between the baby mommas,T and Renz idk what to think"I say
"No not even that ima ask you this please don't get offended "she says
"What?"I say
"Are you pregnant?"
