Choice and Consequence

Chapter 3 part I

               Deep within my thoracic cavity, my heart shed tears, tears of anguish, and distress,  an invisible knife mercilessly tore through this poor organ, leaving it exposed and bleeding, this was how I was feeling now, was this how heartbreak felt like?

I couldn't even stand on my feet, and stumbled to hold the wall for support.  How Roland!? How could  Roland do this to me? Was I not good enough? Was it because I said I wasn't  ready for sex but rather wait till we tie the knot?  Was I not sexy and smart enough? Was my love not enough?

The dam holding my tears spewed and a river of tears kept streaming on my face, I couldn't even make a sound, afraid  I wouldn't be able to hold it back, I wanted to scream and wail and barge into that room and look him in the eye and ask him all these questions, but I didn't. 

While these thoughts were still running through my mind, I could still hear the moans and and sounds of pleasure coming from the room, though I'm a virgin, it didn't mean I wouldn't recognize  sounds  of  a sexual activity ...... no! I can't  stand this, I can't  bear this pain. I quickly  rushed down the stairs, with my hand on my chest  and the tears still flowing.

               I  flagged down a taxi and on our way, I finally let the sobs come out, wailing and crying like someone just died. Beside me,  the driver kept stealing concerned glances at me, perhaps, wondering what might have happened to me.

"Sweetheart, why are you crying? Are you hurt?" He asked. The word sweetheart, Roland used to call me that, I didn't want to hear that word ever again. "Don't  call me sweetheart!"  I shouted at him.

"Oops, I'm sorry Miss, I'm just worried  about you and would like to make you feel better okay?" I heard him say. "Just take me to my destination,  that's your job as a driver!!"  He didn't say anything else  after that. My conscience rebuked me for being so rude to the driver, but I didn't care to apologize.

            

                   When I finally got to my room,  I  went straight to Rachel  and cried my heart out, she kept consoling and whispering sweet words to make me feel better,  but that wasn't enough to calm my grieving heart.  About two hours later, I became a bit calm. "Now are you ready to tell me what happened to you today?" Rachel asked. I raised my head from her laps to look at her, "Roland and I broke up, he cheated on me  Rach"  I broked down into sobs after I told her that. "Aww Sweetie,  I'm so sorry to hear that, don't worry it will be fine okay" she said while patting my back...

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