What Reality Really Is!

1. Do I get what I want?

Kira and I had been friends for a couple of years now, and today I had come to school with a strange and horrible attitude. Kira knew something was up, she asked, "Hey what's going on? Are you okay?"

I was furious, and at first I didn't want to say anything. I was walking down the halls as if I was burning every soul that passed by. I blurted out, "I hate Faye! All she does is ruin my life with everything and any guy that comes into my life! If I like a guy, Faye will make him like her. Faye's always in the way, and interfering in everything!" Sighing as I continued on. "I just hate how my older sister always has to one-up me; all the damn time, and try to be better than me at everything! I've just had enough with her always having to be center stage!"

(Both grunt)

Kira added angrily "Are you serious? Why does your sister always have to take everything away from you? I mean you're just as much of a person as she is if not better! Can she not see how many guys she's had compared to how many you've had? I know this isn't the first time Faye has done something to you. I'm sorry Annie, 'ugh' that makes me so mad! She needs to leave you alone and especially the guys you come in contact with! Also find someone her own age dammit."

"Faye only cares about herself, she's not going to stop until she gets what she wants, and then probably still won't quit. He's really attractive and just absolutely gorgeous! He is way nice to me, but every time I get the chance to speak with him I get interrupted with Faye walking in and taking my place. She flirts with him even though she knows I've been crushing on him for the longest time. Ever since I met him for the first time. Plus, Faye is about three or four years older than him, but I don't think she even cares! Why does she get what she always wants, and why don't I ever get anything I want?"

"Annie? Look at me. I know this isn't always easy, but sometimes you just have to find the guy that will push her out of the way for you. You know these guys you like now that she takes aren't going to be around forever. They won't stick around with the way she acts. You'll find a guy don't worry! Just remember were still in middle school, we have a whole life in front of us. But I'm always here for you if you ever need to vent, just don't stress to much over boys and Faye."

Later that day I had thought to myself a bit, still upset. "Why can't I ever get a boyfriend? Maybe even someone to like me? I'm just ugly, I guess. But maybe if they met the real Faye and the real me, maybe they'd think I was a better choice, or maybe they wouldn't, but that would be nice if they did...Faye's just rude and all she does is cover herself! Doesn't she see what kind of a person she is? She is such a fake! On the other hand, Kira is right, there is more to life then just boys. After all, we still are in middle school like Kira pointed out." I said, sighing as I lay my head down into my pillows, and scream.

Kira is seriously incredible she has ashy brown hair mid length and curly. Her eyes are a light hazel with a tint of brown and blue, she has a radiant smile. She is really shy, and really smart. Then there's me; Annie, I have naturally dark auburn brown hair, but I like to dye my hair occasionally. I have light brown eyes that change shades depending on my mood. I am very shy, and maybe even more than Kira. I have always been told I have a wonderful smile, but I don't really think it's that great.

Kira introduced Annie to a friend of hers from Idaho. "Hey Annie, meet Camryne, and Camryne this is the one and only Annie."

"Hey nice to meet you!" I say while waving to him. "Kira," I scoff. "You're dramatic." We all laugh.

"Hey!" his response was to me.

Camryne is a really tall, sweet guy. He has short brown hair, and bright blue eyes; as blue as thee ocean. And a smile so adoring.
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Several months had past by, Camryne and I had started to fall for each other. It was really hard for us to hang out. Not living in the same state was kind of a problem. We hung out on a Saturday when I had went to Idaho with Kira for the weekend. We got to talking and Camryne had asked me out. I didn't want to get too serious, because of distance.