How do you expect me to feel?
When All I know is you
My favourite song is now you
A constant reminder
My bed is you
My backpack is you
My headphones are you
My polaroid camera is you
My nailpolish is you
My painting is you
My garage is you
Canada is you
You took everything.
There's no escaping you.
Everywhere I look,
I see you.
In every single thing.
I see you.
I remember how we joked about my country
I painted my self portrait while you were there
I took my backpack to see you
You touched my outfit
You're in my picture
I used my headphones for our calls
I slept in this bed with you
Everything is connected to you.
I can't look at the clouds without picturing something about you.
The time you sent me pictures while driving around and I remember thinking about what it would be like to be there.
How am I supposed to let myself feel
think
Process
when everything that will catch me is tied to you and will remind me that you're not there to catch me as I fall.
Just signs that you're gone.
How am I supposed to feel?
Please tell me.
Because I want to.
I'm just alone and I'm scared to feel when I'm alone.
Everything is you.
