It's always fun to see blinks and to perform for them. Whether it's in a meet and greet or other events, a concert, or a soundcheck. It is always fulfilling.
The four of us have managed to get through thick and think knowing how much blinks love us and we try to show them how much we appreciate and love them as much as we could.
But you know what else is fun? Teasing my girlfriend and making her gay panic on stage.
So as "Really" played and she stood beside me, I took that chance to fluster my girlfriend to the best of my ability.
I faced her and gave her an intense gaze that would have led to something else if we were in the privacy of our bedroom as I kept leaning closer to her. I can't keep the smirk from appearing on my face as she tried to move away from me. As if I would stop that easily.
Our faces were almost touching and I was definitely beyond her personal space. I knew she would break soon enough. And that was when she extended her right arm with the Joohwangie ice cream plushie and hit me with it before running away from me, hiding her embarassment with a laugh.
I smiled in success. My girlfriend is too weak for my charms.
I'm Lalisa Manoban afterall.
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After souncheck, Rosie took the first opportunity she got to be alone with me.
Hold your breath. It's not to make out or anything.
"What do you think you're doing?" She actually asked me in a scolding tone.
"Talking to you?" I grinned.
"Don't be a smartass, Lalisa," she said with a roll of her gorgeous eyes.
What? It's true. My girlfriend has absolutely the most gorgeous eyes I couldn't wait to see every morning when I wake up and every night before I go to sleep. And I'm sure I mentioned it before, I am whipped.
"I'm talking about the little stunt you pulled," she said with slight annoyance.
Don't worry. She's not annoyed with what I did or that I did what I did. She's actually annoyed at herself that, once again, she had a major gay panic because of me. She wouldn't admit that, of course.
"Why? There's nothing wrong with it," I tried playing innocent.
"You're too forward, Lalisa," she huffed. "What if we slipped and kissed on stage? What if people and sajangnim find out about us?"
I could have mentioned that she shouldn't worry because I almost kissed Jisoo on the lips on some of our previous stints and that Jennie has grinded against me during "Kiss and Make Up" but sajangnim didn't reprimand me or anything. But I didn't because reminding my girlfriend things she got jealous of and making her angry was not a good plan. Well, not at this moment anyway.
"We could always say it's fanservice gone wrong," I said confidently.
I'm sure she would have argued with me some more so I put my arm around her shoulder instead and led her to go back to the dressing room. I placed a soft kiss on her temple as we were walking.
"It's okay, Babe. They're already used to seeing you gay panic," I teased.
She elbowed me on the stomach and left me.
I laughed.
I love my girlfriend so much.
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I got pissed when I found out Jennie had to sit out the rest of the concert. Before we started the concert, I already told her not to overexert herself. We all did. We should have pushed her not to dance and move around too much anymore.
Aish. That girl said she was fine and she could do it. We shouldn't have believed her. But what can we do? Jennie really wanted to perform for our blinks and to be professional. She wanted to make them happy.
I sighed. I'm sure it was worse for Jisoo. But the show must go on. I also didn't want to make Rosie worry about me when I'm sure she's also worrying about Jennie.
So even if it was just the three of us, we still tried to act like the dorks that we are while our band was showing their skills.
I noticed Jisoo was acting goofy in front of the camera so I pretended that it wasn't funny. I kept a poker face as she took my challenge and tried to make me laugh. Duh. It would take more than Jisoo dancing the shimmy and giving finger hearts to make me smile.
I shouldn't have spoken too soon.
Rosie joined and put her arms around me. She started rubbing her face on my shoulder like a cat and it took a lot of willpower not to break.
Gah! It's so difficult not to smile when my girlfriend was being absolutely adorable.
But when she moved her arms to my waist and kissed me on the cheek, I was a goner. It didn't help that Rosie's laugh was music to my ears.
I cracked a smile but I managed not to make it too wide because that would be a total giveaway of how whipped I am for Rosie.
To be honest, it barely registered to me that Jisoo also hugged me because once it sunk into my head that Park Chaeyoung actually kissed me in front of the camera in our concert in front of thousands of people, all I felt was pride.
I started moving my hands around feeling like a total badass and I even sent out a flying kiss at one point.
In my head, I was like:
"Yes, bitches! That's right! I'm Lalisa Manoban and my beautiful girlfriend, Park Chaeyoung, kissed me. You can only dream of that. You got nothing on me, bitches!"
Of course, after that one big egotistical moment and embarassing thoughts, I jogged away from the camera and covered my face.
Park Chaeyoung kissed me! In front of the camera! In our concert! In front of thousands of people!
Jesus Christ!
My heart was racing and I felt like I won a lottery jackpot.
I'm Lalisa Manoban and I'm probably the luckiest woman alive to have Park Chaeyoung in my life.
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After the concert, we immediately checked on Jennie. And after being certain that she was alright, we scolded her. She needs to prioritize her health more.
Since we have a little bit of time before send-off, Rosie and I left Jisoo and Jennie to have some time for themselves.
I also took that chance to hug my girlfriend and peck her on the lips when I was sure we were alone in our dressing room.
"Where's my panicked gaysé gone to? You were so brave earlier," I teased.
"You loved it," she retorted while blushing.
I held her on the waist and pulled her closer to me.
"Of course, I did. I think I'm still palpitating because of that kiss actually," I admitted.
Rosie smiled widely at me.
"Did I make you gay panic a little?" She asked in a hopeful tone.
I chuckled.
"Oh, Baby. It would take more than that to get a gay panic attack from me. I'm a confident gay, Love," I said with a proud smirk to support my point.
Rosie rolled her eyes at me before giving me a quick kiss on the lips.
"One of these days, I'll make you gay panic, I promise," she said with conviction.
"I'll look forward to it," I replied.
I leaned to get one more sweet kiss from her. She hugged me and nuzzled her face on my neck after.
I smiled.
I'm Lalisa Manoban and I'm so in love with Park Chaeyoung.
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A/N: As requested, a oneshot based on the Chaelisa moments in Macau. Thanks for reading!
