Poems by a Sad girl

Why do scars hurt in the rain

I can't feel my heart
When I talk
Anymore
Because the words I'm saying
Aren't want I really mean
They just start wars

And as I walk through the rain
My scars start to ache
As the things I really did
The other day are building up shame

I'm not what I would call a horrible human being
Even though that's what it seems
I'm just a girl that can't really give up on her dreams

And even though i walk out in this day
I know kind of changed
So why do why do scars hurt in the rain?

Maybe I'm just truely bad
Or good hasn't yet been defined?
Even though I've been forgiven
I just keep on sin-in
Will I ever be fine?
The answer is not in time

When I play this game
I can't help but scrape on the grain
As if been shot in a lane
Why do scars always hurt in the rain?