Skittles [On Hold]

Uno.》

When Luke observes himself in the mirror of his room, he sees a total mess.Everyday, Luke listen to the voices, they throw insults at him and Luke don't make anything.In the other way, Luke agrees with them.He knows, he's fat, stupid and worthless.When he's done with all the insults, he pick them.These lovely happy pills.This time, Luke looses the count on a minimum on five and he still continues to pick them.Luke finally think that he had enough of them, he goes looking at him in the mirror.A smirk was across his face, tears were at the end of his eyes but he doesn't make a sound.Are you proud now, dad? Look at your little boy. Tears were streaming down his face.Luke looked another time at himself.He has nothing special.He wasn't gorgeous, he was like a stereotypical boy in Australia.He is the typical blonde Australian, except that he was far from muscular, he's fat.Luke took a final look at his body.His pale skin was surrounded with beauty marks.Some people find them, attractive or at least cute, it was not the case for Luke.In the case of Luke, he hates them.One in particular.The one under his nipple, it's weird.He doesn't know why he hates them, he just do it.He let out a sigh and goes to his bed.Everynight, Luke cries himself to sleep, tonight is not an exception.

------------------------------------------------------------

It was a normal night for Ashton.The curly haired boy was on his laptop in his room listening to music and scrolling down twitter.Of course, there's no update from his favorite celebrity.Ashton sighed.He closed his laptop and put it on his night stand.He puts a pyjama pants on and headed to the kitchen downstairs.In the kitchen, his mother was baking a cake.She doesn't saw Ashton standing in the kitchen.Ashton smiles at his mother, even if she doesn't see him.In stories, the dad of the child is their superheroes, but Ashton life wasn't simple as a book.He looks at Anne-Marie, his mother.If Ashton was a child, his superhero won't be his dad, not only because his dad is a pure bastard, but because he has already a heroine, his mother.For Ashton, a hero needs to be strong.In his eyes, his mother was over than strong, she's more than strong.Ashton interrupts his thoughts because Anne-Marie was asking if he want one of the cupcakes she cooked earlier in the day.The curly boy simply nodded.

''Don't forget honey, tomorrow is your appointement with Dr.Ross.'' His mom address him a smile before giving him a cupcake.Ashton slowly froze and looked at the ground.He hates these appointements.Every appointement, it's always the same rut, Ashton do nothing except listening to the doctor.His doctor, Dr.Ross, is talkative.Just a little bit too much.The teenager finished his little cake and go embrace his mother in his arms before heading to bed.

Next Morning.

Ashton wake up at the sound of his alarm disturbing his peaceful sleep.He groaned and snoozed it.A sleepy Ashton stand up from his bed and goes to his closet to pick his outfit.He picks out a Mayday Parade shirt and a pair of grey jegging.He was now choosing his beanie.His choice was a black and simple one, he put the beanie on the top of his hair, grab his phone and put it in his pocket before he goes downstairs.Ashton searched his mother until he saw a orange post-it on the top of the kitchen counter.The boy with hazel eyes let out a groan and pick an apple.Ashton's mother can't drive him to his appointement because she was driving his brother and his sister, respectly, to a soccer practice and a ballerina dance class.He let out a groan before grabbing a bottle of water, his favorite candies and his keys.Ashton has already his car licence a little time ago but he gets his truck before having his actual car licence.It was the only thing his dad had left for him.Ashton bite in his apple.At the same time, he puts his keys in the contact and started the car.The road to Dr.Ross office was about fifteen minutes, Ashton swings his head to the beat of Green Day songs all the time it takes to be there.In the office, the curly boy sat on a chair in the waiting.Trying to make less sound as possible, he get out a bag of his favorite candies; Skittles,He opened the red bag,put his large fingers on it, pulled out a random flavor of Skittles.During, all his life Ashton likes Skittles.They reminded him the rainbow and the pure happiness.With the time, Skittles became an obssession for Ashton.Ashton get a look of the waiting room.On one side of the room, there was an old lady who was leafing through a magazine.On the other side of the room, there was a couple.The couple were holding hands and giving smiles at each other.They make Ashton enviable.Ashton always wanted to be happy with the person he loved, but no one will ever love a kid that don't talk even a single time a day and Ashton didn't developed feelings toward another person.It's simple, if Ashton wants to be loved, he needs to talk.

-----------------------------------------------------

Hey, everybody who read this story, Just saying i don't believe any hate from luke about himself.

Sorry for the mistakes, english is not my first language..

Hoped you liked it ! 

Comment, vote and read, it always get me happy.

@ImJustUgly