If it's wrong, why does it feel so good.

Chapter 2

"You just want an excuse to spend more with me." He smirked.

"Maybe." She shrugged. Taking the folder off him.

"How are things with Christian?" He asked.

"Fine." She sighed.

"You sure?"

"I mean we're not fighting anymore, he text me this morning. The usual." She shook her head.

"That's good then?"

"Yeah I guess? He's still mad though I can tell."

"Don't feel bad though.. it's not your fault. Actually it's probably my fault since I'm the one who brought you out here." He made her laugh.

"It's no ones fault. This is my job. And he can't understand that. Just pisses me off so much. Like I would never get angry over him needing to go away for work." She leaned against the counter, before continuing. "I think of all the couples who do long distance, or girls who have boyfriends or husbands in the army, and they all work fine. Yet I go away for two days and he gets mad. It's suffocating."

"I'm sorry Stef. You deserve better."

She looked at him. Finding him so attractive it nearly knocked her out. "He's pathetic."

"I know how it feels." He added.

"Oh you know how it feels? With your perfect Victoria Secret model girlfriend." She laughed.

"Yeah, I know how it feels to feel suffocated in a relationship."

"With Irina?"

"She's controlling. She doesn't like when I need to go away either, but she's cold when I'm home."

They never opened up to each other like this before. It was refreshing, but also scary. What does admitting these things aloud about their partners mean?

"I'm sorry Brad." She walked over to him. Wrapping her arms around his neck, bringing him in for a hug. A tight hug, that lasted way too long for friends. He took in her scent, the way her breasts felt against his chest, the way his hand grazed her lower back.

She took a breathe, and let go. Standing back against the counter top again.

"It's okay I'm used to it now." He lightly laughed.

"Unfortunately I understand that." She sighed.

"You two will be okay." He said.

"Yeah." She nodded. "Not sure if I want to us to be." She said quieter.

"What?"

"I don't know. Just don't even know if I want to fix things with him. There's nothing there anymore."

"Feelings?"

She nodded. "Yeah, I just don't crave him.. you know? That spark is gone. I miss wanting someone so much that eventually when you get them, it's overwhelming and hot.. and just everything." She never left his eyes. She swore she saw him gulp.

He knew that feeling. But not for Irina.

"You don't feel like that for him?" He asked.

"No, can't even remember the last time we had sex if I'm being honest." She didn't know why she was telling him all this. But she was.

"You're not having sex?" He asked. Ignoring the slight feeling of relief he felt inside.

"It's been months. It's just different now."

"You haven't had sex in months?"

"Don't act so surprised.. don't worry if he isn't satisfying me, I make to sure to do so myself."

"Stefani, you can't tell me you're not having sex with your fiancé and then proceed to tell me that you satisfy yourself instead."

"Why?"

"Because it does things to me."

"If it makes you feel better, I think about you." She whispered. Making her way towards him.

"Doesn't help." He sighed.

"Well I better get back to Sarah, before she has an aneurism."

"You're evil." He said.

She pulled him in for a hug. Kissing his cheek. Lingering for a little too long. Gasping as she felt him pull her in tighter. Feeling the bulge in his pants. She ran her hands up his neck. And over his ears. He felt her purposely push her area, more towards his. "That's bold Cooper." Her bottom lip disappearing behind her teeth again. He felt her hands drag down over his shoulders, over his chest, down his torso.

He teased his own hands around her waist. Squeezing lightly, causing her to sigh. Running her hands back up to his neck. Then tapping his cheek. "Good night." She smirked.

"Night Stef." He said his eyes unable to leave her lips.

She looked back down to his pants. Tight over his area for the second time tonight. She felt she might drool. He noticed her watching. Just as she went to open to door. She turned and said. "Think of me, when you're.. fixing that." And closed the door after her.

Bradley left out a "fuck." As he sat back on the bed. Unable to get rid of his extreme boner, she has given him, simply by teasing him. He could only imagine what he'd feel like if she actually touched him there. And that's what took over his mind, as he unzipped his pants. Thinking of Stefani, as he did exactly what she said. Think of me, when you're.. fixing that."

"What took you so long?" Sarah asked. Sarah and Stefani never knew why they always booked separate rooms, because they always just end up sharing anyway, not liking being alone all the tine.

"Just chatting." She said simply.

Sarah just looked at her, trying to read her. Not believing her for a second. "Just chatting at 1am."

"Yeah."

Sarah decided not to press. "Okay then."

"I'm gonna take a shower." Stefani said grabbing a towel. Knowing she was up early tomorrow and wouldn't have time.

"Okay I'm going to try get some sleep."

"Night babe."

"Night."

As soon as she stepped under the shower, she turned it on cold. Trying to shake the hot feeling from her body. She thought about, how turned on Bradley was, when she left him. And couldn't help but wonder, was he tending to his needs right now. The thought alone, driving her crazy. It was no surprised when she herself, started touching herself under the cold gushing water. It was wrong: she knows that. But it just felt so good.
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