If it's wrong, why does it feel so good.

Chapter 1

"You seem so sure?"

"I don't know. She's my best friend. I just get these gut feelings you know. I see the way she looks at him, the way she talks about him, even the way her face lights up when he sends her a simple text on the phone. I don't see her look at Christian like that ever." She said bravely.

"I mean yeah I see that too. But maybe it's just because they're so invested in their characters, you know they might be finding it hard to separate their characters from themselves."

"You know she's attracted to him." Sarah said.

"Well.. he's Bradley Cooper. I'm sure it's not hard to be attracted to him." He laughed.

"I'm being serious. And given the way I catch him checking her out all the time, he most definitely is attracted to her."

"Again she's Stef.. it's not hard to be attracted to her either."

"You're annoying, I'll be the one laughing when I end up right."

"Yeah yeah miss gossip." He teased. As she hit him with her pillow.

When they landed it was 9pm. Of course no filming tonight. They were just going to settle into their hotel, which would be their new home for the next 2 days.

"Wow fancy." Stefani laughed as they walked into the huge hotel. Already seeing some familiar famous faces.

"Hate places like this." He whispered.

"Me too, makes me feel snobby or something."

"Yeah, but it's the only one close to set, so fancy will have to do for you for two days." He teased.

"Shut up you make me sound so ungrateful."

"I'm joking."

Sarah and Fred went into Sarah's room for a while, to discuss some looks for tomorrow's shooting.

Stefani lay down on her hotel bed. Staring at the ceiling. Still not quiet believing this whole experience was happening. It's been everything and more. She just wished that Christian and her had it easier. He's great. He is supportive, but he's impatient and immature. And his impromptu arguments and fights, always dampen the experience for her. She loves him, she does. she thinks. She just wished he understood it more.

Last night:

"Stef, you have to see it's hard on me?"

"Oh Chris for fuck sake, it's two days! Why are you making this so difficult?"

"If it's not random trips away, then it's late nights, or it's gone before I wake up.. Jesus Christ Stefani, we're engaged and I don't ever see you."

"Yeah I know, it's hard on me too, but you could at least pretend you're happy for me. I'm living my dream Chris, and you can't even fake a well done."

"You're living your dream? Yet I'm not in it?"

"Stop fucking twisting my words. You know how much this movie means to me, and fuck you for throwing yourself a pity party over it."

"Fuck you Stefani, you're too busy devoting yourself to him, you forget I'm the one who's ring you're wearing."

"To who? What the fuck are you talking about?"

"Don't play the who card. You know exactly who I'm talking about."

"Bradley? Are you kidding me?"