as positive as she was feeling the next couple days would turn everything around ..
big mike: baby girl you gotta get up i been taking mia to school ad your missing work? whats wrong?
cindy: im just tired dad im sorry ok
big mike: dont be sorry babygirl im just worried ok
she nodded and got herself up and went to shower big mike walked out
ivan: i dont know what happened she was ok?
big mike: yea i know .. her mom used to go threw the samething
ivan: did she lose?
big mike: no this isnt about that shes depressed where shes tired and doesnt want to do anything but sleep she got up to shower thats a good sign
ivan: what did you do? with her mom?
big mike: got mad fought her and pushed her into the drugs
ivan: oo fuck
big mike: yea but we had left the drugs already so it was easy for her to fall back cindy wouldnt do none of that .. you just gotta be patient with her
he nodded and walked into her room
ivan: hey?
cindy: hey babe
she hugged him
ivan: how you feeling? i feel like i havent seen you?
cindy: just tired but ill pull out of this i gotta get back to work
ivan: you dont have to go back babe
cindy: yes i do you know our deal
ivan: well you said we could start trying the other night?
she shook her head
cindy: i changed my mnd .. i dont wanna start trying for awhile
ivan: why?
she sat down on her bed
cindy: cuz i dont want to ivan i just dont just please
ivan: there has to be a reason why? did i do something? cuz if i did im sorry
cindy: you did nothing wrong ok its me im not ready and i dont know when ill be ready again ..
he nodded .. her words hurt him
ivan: ok i guess .. thanks for deciding without even talking to me .. i guess ill let you be
he kissed her head and walked out
big mike: you ok?
ivan: naw .. i gotta go watch out for her please
he left .. big mike went in to check in on her and she had gone to bed already .. he let her be
ivan didnt come around for days her words kept replaying in his head ..
loko: are yall good?
ivan: she made a big choice without even telling me i get it and respect its her body her choice but she couldve talked to me ..
loko: it aint her man shes just in a funk .. mia misses you shes been asking for you none stop
ivan: i miss her too and i miss cindy but i feel like if i go over we'll fight or ill say some dumbshit i had to leave before i said anything the other day
loko: come over and atleast hangout with mia
ivan: ok pues lets go
he was nervous to see cindy but he missed her
when they got there ghost and monster where out front with mia
mia: ivan!! i missed you!
she ran to him he got down and hugged her tight
ivan: i missed you too babygirl have you been good?
mia: yea i have..
she turned to ghost
ghost: dad and cindy are going at it she got mad at mia for spilling something and it got crazy
loko: dads fed up huh fuck ill be back
ivan: stay here with ghosty babygirl ok? and you did nothing wrong it was an accident
she nodded .. they went inside
cindy: are you calling me a bad mother!! when all ive done!!
big mike: dont put fucking words in my mouth cindy! i never fucking said that!
loko: calm down!! what the fuck?!
ciny turned and saw ivan she walked away
ivan: whats going on?
loko: dad?
big mike: i dont know shes been on edge she wont tell me whats wrong she yelled at ia for spilling juice i told her ass to calm down shes a lil girl its not her fault and she went off
loko: fuck
ivan: ill talk to her
big mike: naw ivan shes like her mom and me mixe shes mad and shes gonna fight
ivan: itll be ok if we get loud yell at me later
loko: just be chill
he nodded and went into her room
she looked at him
ivan: what no hello? no nothing? you been ignoring my calls and texts? what the fuck?
she shook her head
ivan: i aint leaving till you tell me
cindy: just leave me alone
ivan: no
cindy: i said leave!
ivan: so we're over then? is that what you want?!
cindy: is it what you want?!
ivan: fuck no all i want is you to tell me whats wrong? why are you yelling at mia at your dad? all i want is to hug and kiss you i miss you
he sat down on her bed
cindy: leave me alone ivan
ivan: tell me its over then and ill pack all my shit and leave thats the only way ill fucking leave come on tell me your over it and your breaking up with me
cindy: no
ivan: then whats wrong babe?
she shrugged her shoulders
cindy: i dont know im sad i hate myself im tired but all i do is sleep .. but then i feel empty
ivan: empty? why?
cindy: because my body rejected an angel
he hugged her she fought him at first but gave in and started to cry
ivan: you told me you where ok? why lie?
cindy: i wasnt lying i was ok .. but then i started to think about my mom and my loss how she left me then the babe .. then it made me mad i dont wanna go threw this again threw that pain .. i dont
he nodded
cindy: do you hate me?
he hugged her tight
ivan: you piss me off yea but i dont hate you i love you and i want you to be ok to talk to me i know loss is hard but we got this babe everythting will be ok
she side smiled he kissed her
cindy: i missed you so much .. i love you
ivan: i missed you to
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