chapter 31

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thumper: i hope we get to spend some more time together as a family

cindy: of course

oso: so vacations over you ready to go back to work?

cindy: it sucks but yea i used up all my vacation hours but now i can put up new pictures with him haha

thumper: white ladys hating on you cuz he was locked up? haha

cindy: they would give me side eye haha but i didnt care

they nodded as she walked back to mia

oso: i thought you told her?

ivan: she knows but she aint that kind of female the new car is a early birthday gift

thumper: you got a good one thats good carnal

ivan: yea i know she said we gotta be married or pregnant before she thinks about quitting

thumper: well you got a job to do haha

he nodded and looked at cindy as she smiled at him

the night wenby and they went home

mia: ivan are you staying?

ivan:i gotta go to my house to get some clothes then im coming back babygirl why?

mia: so you can take me to daycare in the mourning

she smiled

cindy laugh

cindy: ive been replaced haha babygirl its on my way to work though its easier for me to take you

mia: but mommy!

ivan: babe you do need a ride to work ill take you both?

cindy: shit i forgot about the car ok then sounds good thanks

mia: yay! he got them home cindy took mia inside and came back out

ivan: ill be back in a bit

she nodded and kissed him

ivan: i love you thanks for today

cindy: i love you to babe and dont thank me we had fun now go so you can come back and keep me warm

he nodded and left .. she went inside and got ready for bed when her dad knocked on her door

cindy: whats up?

big mike: you got mail

cindy: on a sunday?

big mike: it was expressed its a prison letter

she took it from him she sighed

big mike: cherry?

cindy: dont worry i got it

he nodded and left she closed her door and sat on her bed it was a letter from nick

cindy

i know ive hurt and broken you and failed our babygirl .. im sorry for everything ive done im so sorry.. i aint asking you to get back with me i know you moved on and your happy and im glad you are you deserve it after so long.. i know ive broken mias heart but tell her i love her i miss her daddy will be home soon .. please tell her that cindy.. im far right now but eventually ill be close again hopefully then you can bring her to visit.. for now tll her i love her and ill always be here for her .. thanks for everything cindy thanks for being the mom and dad and doing what i couldnt serio .. and im sorry i let the drugs take over ..

nick

she put the letter and sat on her bed she looked at mia as she slept peacefully

she wanted nick to be part of mias life she wanted her to have a good relationship with her father .. she got up and got everything redy for the week and went to the kitchen

big mike: what the letter say?

she shrugged her shoulders

cindy: what he always says .. he always does this breaks her heart her promises and then comes back asking for forgiveness and trying to be the dad she wants

big mike: sounds about right is he trying to get at you?

cindy: no he made that clear its about mia

big mike: so what are you gonna do?

cindy: i dont know i want her to have her dad in her life but then i dont want him to keep breaking her heart over and over again .. huh im gonna think about it

he nodded and hugged her

big mike: you got this babygirl your srong and your a good mommy everything will work out for the best

she nodded and went back to her room

ivan- im outside baby

cindy- coming

she let him in he felt her mood change

ivan: whats wrong?

cindy: wanna smoke one outside?

ivan: im down but you sure you got work in the mourning? will you wake up?

cindy: yea if i dont smoke i aint sleeping at all for work

she grabbed a blunt from shosts rooma nd grabbed the letter they went outsude

ivan: whats the letter?

cindy: nick expressed mailed a letter to me today

he nodded and took a hit he got serious

ivan: whats he want

she looked at him

cindy: you jealous? haha

ivan: maybe

she got up and sat on his lap and took a hit from the blunt

cindy: you never have to worry about me ever even thinking about going back to that fool .. i love you i wanna be with you your stuck vato haha.. but hes her dad and well i cant deny him writing to her

ivan: i know babe its just a natural thing to get you know but i know your mine baby.. and i know you cant deny him that hes her dad so what happened?

cindy: he was saying he was sorrying for everything that he knows i moved on and thats good but he wants mia to know he loves her and hes always gonna be there and that he'll see her soon

ivan: you gonna tell her?

cindy: thats where im stuck

she got up

ivan: why?

cindy: cuz he always does this time it was threw a letter last time it was with gifts its always the same words to her

ivan: do you think this time he'll be different?

cindy: i dont know and im scared to tell her what if he fucks up again shes older now and then the whole sierra shit

ivan: dont trip about her babe she aint important .. this is about mia shes important and i think she should know

cindy: thanks for loving her and caring for her babe when you didnt have to

ivan: of course i had to babe shes your lil one im gonna love herjust as much as i love you ill do anything for the both of you .. i know this hard but im here for you on whatever you decide to do babe

she nodded and kissed him

cindy: your gonna be such a good daddy i love you

he smiled

ivan: i love you too

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