(15) lunch talk

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Tarah's POV:

We all waited for our orders, and I ordered Hot Pot.

"Tarah, Lenna is gonna audition for Glam." Hanyu says

"Huh? What's that?" I asked

"It's a new group that's gonna be made by Sir JYP, which is in our company as well." He replies

"Sooo...?" I asked

"Do you want to audition with me? Oh and it's called Glam? Cool!" Lenna asked and I was hesitating

"I don't know...." I replied

"Come onnnnn! Besides you can dance right?" Lenna asked, and I just nodded blushing, because I didn't want the boys to know

"Really? You can dance like, hiphop? Not just ballet?" Zihao asked

"To be honest, most of the dancers who experience ballet gets to dance hiphop already" I replied, and they all nod

(A/N: that's just general okay?)

"Here's your order Sir, Ma'am!" A waiter says and puts all of our orders on the table, and we thank the waiter

"So, are you in?" Lenna asks and I replied a little late, and I took a deep breath

Should I join? Yeah I do love to dance, and I love to sing but rapping fits me more, and I also need a lot of confidence...

Well, trying won't hurt right?

"F-fine... I'll join..." I reply and I can see Lenna smiling

"Yey! And the audition is in 2 weeks ad they announced it last week about this." Lenna replied

"I'm not sure though, I'm really not good at singing...." I say while taking a sip on my hot pot

"It's okay, I'm sure you're good!" Lenna replies and the other members nod except Zeyu

"Zeyu, I really need to thank you properly of what you did. What can I do to thank you??" I say

"I dont know." He says coldly and eats

"Zeyu stop being so cold" Zihao says and I heard Zeyu sigh

"Why are you still being cold to me? I should be the one who's cold to you!" I said almost shouting, which made everyone to look at me except Zeyu

"After all you've done to me? Do you think I would forgive you? And what I did for you is already too much, and you still needed to pay me for my drink that you bumped on" He replies really coldy but with an angry voice

"Oh so now it's my fault?! Did you know that I ALMOST DIED?! Because of you, I AM HERE ON A WHEELCHAIR RIGHT NOW!" I shouted but Zeyu still won't look at me

"Just because you're hurt doesn't mean you are always right." Zeyu says to me coldly, and because of that my eyes start to water

"FINE!!!! THINK OF IT THAT WAY YU ZEYU. You know what? I didn't even know that you had depression, so I just tried understanding you but why is it that YOU ACT LIKE A BRAT? Why do you act so shitty on me when I TRY TO UNDERSTAND YOU!" I shouted, standing up, and the boys and Lenna just sat and Zeyu stands up as well

"BECAUSE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME." He replies shouting while finally looking at me

"Oh, so you think that EVERYONE WON't UNDERSTAND YOU? WOW! YOU SHOULD AT LEAST GIVE RESPECT BECAUSE EVEN IF YOU CAN'T BE UNDERSTANDABLE YOU STILL HAVE TO BE RESPECTFUL!" I shouted and tears started rolling down on my cheeks, for some reason I don't even know why I am crying

And with those words I said, I slammed the spoon I held from my hot pot on the table really hard and ran away while wiping my tears.

I went outside the restaurant and ran away to my apartment, went inside my room and cried.

I don't even know why I'm crying... why am I crying??

I cried and cried until I fell asleep...



Zeyu's POV:

"Zeyu?! Why did you do that to her?!" Hanyu ge yelled

"What has gotten into you ge?!" Mingrui shouted a bit

"Why are you like this now ge?! You're not the one I used to know!" Shuyang said

"Zeyu, Please think about what you've done!" Zihao says

"We are very disappointed in you Yu Zeyu!" Xinlong said and I start to form my fists and got really mad

"SO AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO'S WRONG?! THAT'S WHY I TEND TO KEEP EVERYTHING A SECRET, THAT'S WHY I HATE IT WHEN I AM WITH YOU GUYS AND DID SOMETHING YOU THINK IT'S WRONG, BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE DISAPPOINTED IN ME! IT HURTS MORE THAN GETTING BETRAYED BY LOVE!" I shouted even though I haven't experienced love, sounds like it though.

I ran away so quickly while gettingmy mask and wearing it, leaving everyone silent but they started calling me

"Zeyu!" I heard Hanyu ge call, but I just ignored it and ran going to our dorm and went into my room, banged the room, and took off my mask and went directly into my bed

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