I am currently sitting in study hall. My entire mind is on the thought of my grandfather, he has cancer, bone marrow cancer... I am sitting next to Iz, Adds, along with Tay. My mom is taking me to her boyfriend's house, Parker.
I couldn't focus on my math finals today. I feel like I completely failed all the questions. There is a track party tomorrow at this kids house. I heard that 3 kids got suspended today, vaping in the bathrooms.
Back to the whole Parker thing, he has two kids... the son completely adores me the most. He's my little cuddle buddy but he can be a complete brat. His daughter is really shy and loves to draw with chalk, she always has chalk on her hands. I have this feeling that my Mom loves them more than me.
School ends on Friday. Everyone is crazy about it. So far, I have seen this few kids named Carson, Grant, and Nate push each other down this slope in our school. Carson fell once, I laughed so hard at it. During the time I saw this, it reminds me of so much stuff.. During December, something bad happened to me. Let's call this guy... Liam. He sexually assaulted me in a movie theater. I have to see him all the time next year. Liam is the reason why I have PTSD, depression, and anxiety.
I have PTSD from Liam and when I was at my dad's.. I saw my dad's ex slap him. Right in front of me as well. I hid in my bedroom with my little brother. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I have anxiety attacks 24/7. It sucks so much. I cry and I can't breathe. I feel so alone.
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RandomAlright, this is my first story I am writing. I have a few friends who write their feelings on a story stuff kind of like this. This is my story, my depression, my friends, my anxiety, my PTSD, my petrifying life.
