Nerd secret, long lost princess (completed)

Chap. 57 Without You

Chaos' POV*

I turn around to see who clapped at me and saw 'her'

The purple haired traitor a.k.a Ranusha... "what do you want, Shauran?" I asked coldly as my blue eyes looked at her sharply. "King Caliginis Plictisitor Umbrănoctis wanted to see you" she said.

I started to walk as I felt her presence following me. "is it that easy to betray your boyfriend" I asked her and silently glared at her. She smiled and cling onto my arm. "I don't know" she said and look at me seductively.

My father wanted me to marry Shauran as Shauran's mother would be my father's concubine. like mother like daughter, disgusting

"I don't even love that guy" she said, making me face her. "you're breaking someone's heart" I said coldly, she froze. "why would you care to someone else's heart? Are you even the son of King Caliginis?" she asked. I glared at her

'not all dark magicians' are all heartless... We still have a heart and we still feel emotions and pain.... Just because we were born to be a dark magician, you people judge us? I NEVER WISH TO BE BORN WITH A DARK MAGIC NOR BE A DARK MAGICIAN' I want justice... I badly need help... I badly need the girl I love to comfort me, to embrace me, to smile at me and say the magic words... I want to be with her... Forever

"who do you think I am?" I asked out of the blue. "the Prince of Umbra De Noctis Palace, son of King Caliginis Plictisitor Umbrănoctis, and my son-to-be husband" she said. I turn my back on her and continue walking

'Hah.... I didn't expect that answer... But that's not the answer I was looking for...' I said in my mind. As a flashback started to play in my head.

*flashback*

We are inside a forest near Criză's Palace. "what are you staring at?" a sweet cute voice spoke as she sat down beside me. I looked at her as the wind blow her white silky hair and how her red eyes sparkle. Her red dress matches her eyes as her little crown sparkle on her head.

"is there something in my face?" she asked. I looked away as I feel embarrassed. "Criză... I... Uhh... I wanted to say something" I stutter. "what is it?" she asked, I didn't look at her and just stare at nowhere. "I'm.... I'm a dark magician... My father is the king of... Dark magician' kingdom.." I said and waited for her to walk out and treat me coldly

I feel her standing up, I close my eyes not wanting to cry.... Then... I got off guard when she hugged me from my back, I can feel the beating of my heart as she rested her chin on my shoulder.

"who do you think you are?" she asked. "an evil person like my father... A son of a heartless beast... A demon and the destroyer of the world..." I said as my voice cracked. "that's not true" she said. I froze...

"don't compare yourself to your father... You are you, we are made with our own uniqueness. The question is... Who do you want to be pr what do you want to be?... It is you who should decide for yourself, cuz you know yourself better than anyone else" she said. I can't help but cry. She patted my head.

"cry all you want, no one is judging you.... It's okay to cry, it doesn't mean you are weak. You just experience something unbearable for you. That unbearable pain we all experience, makes us strong and makes us what we are now and then" she said. I turn towards her and hugged her.

*end of flashback*

'my mom might not be here with me, but you are all I need in this world' I said in my mind as her image pop in my head.

"what are you thinking?" Shauran asked, I looked at her coldly. "it's none of your business" I said. "it is my business! I am your soon-to-be wife!" she yelled

"we are still not married yet, so how about mind your damn business" I said with coldness in my tone. "I hate you!" she yelled. "hmm... Do you think I care?" I said. She punch my shoulder, I looked at her and saw tears in her eyes. I look at boredly. 'Criză, don't kill me if you found out I made a girl cry... I just can't help it' I said in my mind as I sighed in frustration.

I use my thumb to wife her tears away and patted her head. "stop crying, cry baby" I said, she roll her eyes and walked away with cross arms. 'I really can't understand girls' I said in my mind as I mentally facepalm

"are you coming or not?" she said with a pout. 'it must be really cute when Criză pout like that and act like a spoiled little girl' I smiled to what I am thinking. I saw how Shauran blushed and walked away. 'wait... Don't tell me she thought that I smiled at her?!?!' I said in my mind. "girls..." I mentally facepalmed as I said the word 'girls'.

I continue to walk until I finally got inside my father's throne room. I looked around and didn't saw my father but Shauran and her mother are there. Shauran's mother is looking at her own reflection on a small mirror

"there you are, my dear son-in-law" she said. Maybe she saw me in the mirror on her hand?. "Lady Domine Dianna Bandit I am still not your son-in-law yet" I said calmly. She looked at me with her sharp pink eyes. "dear, you can call me mom from now on" she said. I just looked at her boredly. I know I should respect those older than me, but I just can't respect those people who aren't even worth respecting.

"I'm tired" I said and turn my back. "have a good night" I heard Shauran said before I could walk out of that room. I went to my room and lay down on my bed. 'I hate days without her' I said in my mind and tried to sleep

Author~san: that's it 😌😌😌 so! Wazzup everyone? How are you guys doing? Anyways! Have a great day or night minna!! *-*)/