𝕘𝕚𝕣𝕝𝕪-𝕓𝕠𝕪 ~ 𝕛𝕒𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕪

Hate

December 14th
Monday
Zach's POV

I wake up to the sound of an alarm clock.

Great we have to go to class.

Me and mason get dressed and I hide my phone and charger and then we head to class.

He shows me around but we don't have the same classes considering I'm a junior and he's a sophomore.

Even though we are at a "changing" school we still have regular classes as well.

"Mr.Herron" my teacher says as she call attendance.

"I'm here" I say

Later on it's time for the special class which everyone is in.

I sat by mason.

"So the new student will come up here and tell us about them selves. Uh Zachary Herron please come up here" a lady says and I do

"It's Zach" I say

"Well your mother says, after you moved you started acting different and say you are in love with a boy, you never showed any interest in boys and never even had a friend that was homosexual" she said

"Well after I moved I fell in love. His name is jack and I love him no matter what anyone says, and I have many friends that are gay, my friends Jonah and Daniel are together and happy, my friends Gabbie and Tate are bi and show interest in eachother and then there's my friends Christina and corbyn who are straight. We are all bestfriends and that's mostly all because of the love of my life jack. So I don't care what you say I'm perfect the way I am. My mother can go to hell" I said and left everyone shocked.

Mason started clapping along with everyone else...

"Zachary that's wrong in so many ways. In the Bible it mentions that showing interest in the same gender is wrong. God made Adam and Eve not eve and lexis nor Adam and Jason. So no you should not be in "love" as you say with your supposed boyfriend." She says and I stare at her and say

"I don't give a damn what you think. Fuck the world and everyone else who says it's wrong. God made me who I am, and if he didn't want me to be happy then why did he bring me into jacks life? Y'all don't understand what being in love feels like or you would let me be me." I said

"Mr. Herron you are excused" she said and I went back to my room

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Warning- self harm
Jacks POV

I woke up and immediately threw up.

I had another nightmare.

Fuck life.

I walked to my bathroom and got in the tub.

"Why Me god?" I asked

"Why not someone else" I said

I sat there until I saw the razor.

"Don't do it" o said

"For Zach." I said

"B-But he's not here" I answered

"He won't come back for you" I said again

I broke the razor and grabbed the blade.

I held it over my upper thigh before I did it.

I cut through my supposed beautiful skin that Zach used to say.

I did it 6 times.

The water was filled with red.

I cried.

I hate myself so much.

If only he didn't leave me...