:•:•:•:O B S E S S I O N:•:•:•:

Part 12

:•:•:•: Stuart Pov :•:•:•:

It's been an hour since Ace left, and Mudz is still upstairs.
He hasn't come out once since he came home, I'm kinda worried.

I sighed and put the rest of the frozen pizza in the fridge.

You know what... I'm gonna check on Mudz....

I walked upstairs and towards Murdoc's bedroom, I was face to face with the door.
Scared to knock I guess.

I sighed and knocked gently on the door,

"Hey Mudz.... are you okay? You haven't come out of your room for awhile"

I heard him clear his throat.

"Uh, y-yeah I'm fine! Just tired I guess..."

His voice was groggy, like he just finished crying. I decided to let it go, I'll wait till he's ready to tell me what's wrong.

I left wordlessly and just went to my room to lay down,

I stared up at my blank white ceiling, thinking about what happened with Ace.
That was just... a friends thing, right?

He didn't really try to kiss me?

Or did he?

"Dammit... for fucks sake"

I rolled over and pulled the blankets over my head, I shut my eyes and counted sheep in my head.

And soon I was out.

:•:•:•: Murdoc Pov :•:•:•:
(After Stuart left)

I was laying in bed, crying.
Why was I crying like a little bitch?

I really don't know.

All I know is what I saw, Stuart and that guy slow dancing in the kitchen.
Stuart told me this was his idea of a dream date...

And clueless little me I thought I would have that date with him.
But no.

I guess he has other hoes,
he never cared.

A tear rolled down my cheek.

"Fuck not again..."
I grunted to myself.

Ugh... I hate feeling like this,
I rolled over and opened my bag.

I took out my sleeping pills and popped four, I'm usually only supposed to take two.... but I wanna be out for awhile.

I downed them without water and shut my eyes,
Well I'm gonna be out for awhile.
I pulled the blankets up to my shoulders and put my pillow over my face.

"Goodnight world...have fun while I'm gone you little bitch"

I shut my eyes and waited for the pills to kick in,
Once they did I was out cold.

:•:•:•: Authors note :•:•:•:

Hey fuckers!
Sorry for the short- ish chapter.
But the boys are sleeping.
I'm glad I found inspiration to write more often... so I guess your stuck with me until I finish this book.

Anyways, Love all of you! Even my haters

Bye queens!

And for my LGBTQ fans

Bye queerios!
(Cheerios... get it? Hah!!)