Love, is not a simple feeling

Love, is not a simple feeling

I had once thought that falling in love was wonderful,

It just causes heartache,

but at the same time happiness,

I hate to admit that I fell for the person who don't love me back,

I'm thinking of him every night,

but he's thinking of the person he loves,

Can you imagine how hellish I'm feeling that time?

I'm strong enough to not mind it,

I'm facing the positive side,

He is a close friend of mine,

I chat with him everyday in school,

even when we had gone home,

but thinking that he doesn't feel the same,

just crushes my heart,

Mourning every night in my dreams,

Dreaming that he loves me back,

but when I wake up,

Everything's back to normal,

I also thought that moving on is a simple thing to do,

Cause we'll go separate paths,

Yet that didn't come up to be good,

cause every day is a torture for me when he's not there by my side,

I had never thought that he'll haunt me day and night,

and even in my dreams,

that days are the most sleepless nights I had,

How come life had been harsh to me?

But now I had moved on,

Every time I see him,

I don't feel the same kind of feeling,

that feeling when I'm in love,

Yes, I still love him,

But not the same anymore,

I am feeling the brotherly kind of affection,

Now I've realized that he's really not for me,

but my life is not wasted because I had loved him,

I'm also thankful that I had loved a person who is wonderful,

pure, and unique as him,

I never had regretted anything,

I loved every single moment that I had spent with him,

Till now,

He's still in my heart and mind,

He's still my friend,

He's still the same,

to me,

always,

and maybe,

forever.