Random Character x Reader

(Angst) Crush x Reader

His fingertips trace my cheekbone and he catches a strand of my hair. I breathe softly. My thoughts are a jumbled mess and my heart rate is reaching dangerous levels. He grins softly and pushes his other hand into my hair pushing it out of my face. I reach up with shaky hands and grip his t-shirt. My knuckles are a pale white, and my muscles and joints scream in agony. His hair falls into his eyes. Releasing his shirt I reach up with a giggle and move it back into place. I regret it as soon as it comes out. He drops his hands down to my shaking shoulders. It's so cold where we stand. Pushing me lightly to the side he chews on his lip. His eyes fill with clear tears making everything look wonky. My stomach clenches and my heart feels as if it's just been stabbed. I know this. I know what's happening. I've been here before.

"This is wrong I have to go." He mumbles. Making a wide berth around me he begins to walk away. My lungs fill with what feels like water and I gasp. It's more of a gargled scream however. I fling up in my bed wiping the sweat from my eyes. Looking around I find that I'm in my bedroom. I knew I had been there before. It's another nightmare. No, it's not a nightmare. It's a memory that just keeps replaying. He'll never be with me. He'll never love me.