Shitty Fucking Poetry

21

I close my eyes
And see your hands on my body
I feel them creeping up my skirt
Reaching around the back of my shirt
Touching me so softly

I feel my knees give out
And you grab me
Holding up my weight
As if I am no heavier than a feather

I hear you whisper how beautiful I am
You tell me I'm the most beautiful thing
You have ever laid eyes on

I feel your hands in my hair
Gently grabbing, pulling

If I close my eyes hard enough
I feel your soft breath on my face

Reeking of alcohol

I feel your hand over my mouth

I feel tears streaming down my face

I feel my tired arms
Trying to force you off of me

I feel the screams stuck in my throat
Trying to escape
To no avail

I feel my nails digging into my palms
To feel anything but you inside of me

I hear myself saying no

I hear you saying yes

I feel the cold porcelain of the bathroom sink
Under my hot body

I feel you

Inside of me

Every time

I close

My eyes