Shitty Fucking Poetry

17

I wish I could tell you how much you left me scarred
You left me there, crying and shattered in the dark

I wish I could show you just how much pain that you have caused
I hope it was worth it, you ruined my happiness without a fucking pause

I wish you felt the way you made me feel
The way you looked at me like I was a fucking meal

I wish I could say to you so many things right now
You took advantage of me you stupid fucking cow

I wish I could stab you in every single place that you touched
The only thing that took me away was the grip on the edge of the sink I clutched

I wish you were fucking dead, just like I am inside
Every fucking day I feel like shit because of these memories that I hide

I wish you could feel these symptoms of fucking PTSD
I have fucking panic attacks every time I think of what you did to me

I wish I had spoken up, back when I had the chance
All I wanted to do that night was have some fun and dance

I wish that you had half a heart, then maybe you would've just let me be
I fucking hate the memory of you inside of me

I wish that I had less to drink, and been less easy prey
At least maybe then I'd been able to push you away

I wish you weren't a fucking monster, and you knew just what you did
But I fucking doubt that, you stupid fucking kid

I hope you know I hate you and only wish you death
Because you make me hate myself with every fucking breath