Send This To Your Crush Without Context - s.c.b + l.f

four; of study dates and hot chocolate

The small black car pulled up at the bus stop. The door opened slowly and a handsome young man walked out. A handsome young man by the name of Seo Changbin.

The car ride was, to say the least, was extremely awkward. At least that's how the blonde felt when he got in. Felix rattled his brain for any good conversation starter but unfortunately his mind was currently blank. He stared out the window, giving up on his mission to start a conversation, he peacefully watched the the scenery from inside the small black car.

The awkward silence inside the car slowly turned into a peaceful and comfortable silence, only small smiles and silent greetings were exchanged between the two. The rest of the car ride could be described in two words, short and silent. If it was any other person it would've been a lot more awkward, but to the boys it was a peaceful silence. It was like a silent agreement just between the two of them, there was no stuttering or awkward conversations. The only sound that could be heard was the sound the their heartbeats, slowly matching up to the same pace.

Ten minutes passed quickly. Felix only realised that they had arrived after the car stopped moving. The pair took their seatbelts off and exited the miniature black car, heading towards the small café that located on the corner of the block.

The two boys were seated in the back corner of the café, it was a quiet corner booth. Not too big, nor too small. They each ordered something simple, Felix got a mocha and some chocolate-chip cookies and Changbin ordered the same but instead of a mocha he got a hot chocolate. Felix glanced at Changbin then looked away, smiling to himself.

"What're you smiling at?" Changbin said, narrowing his eyes suspiciously at the younger.

"I'm smiling at how cute you are" Felix responded, ignoring the ravenette's pouty expression.

"I am not cute" the said boy glared, rather cutely, at the blonde sitting opposite him.

"You are the cutest thing ever, don't even try to deny it" Felix cooed at the older, making Changbin blush ever-so-slightly.

"I can't be the cutest thing ever" Changbin said thoughtfully, smiling at the younger.

"But you are" Felix smiled unknowingly back at Changbin.

Changbin chuckled at the blushing boy, "I obviously can't be the cutest thing ever when the cutest thing ever is sitting right in front of me" the ravenette smiled at Felix, who's face was a shade of garnet red, and pinched the boy's cheeks softly.

After what felt like hours of staring and blushing, their hot chocolates came. The boys quickly set up their studying materials, Felix almost spilling over his scorching hot chocolate drink and burning Changbin's hand, quietly opening their English textbooks. Then, both with a pen in hand, they (finally) started studying.

Two and a half hours passed, it was now one forty-five, the boys had studied about a page of the textbook before they decided to ditch the books and just enjoy each other's company. They talked about everything and nothing, both never wanting the moment to end.

Changbin always considered himself a quiet and standoff-ish kind of guy. He never thought of anyone else, his thoughts were always about the same things everyday, school, food and sleep. He never thought that the day would come when he would take a boy, who was made of sunshine and rainbows, on a date. But now the ravenette's thoughts were always reserved for a certain freckled angel.

Whenever Changbin thought about Felix his heart would speed up and it made his stomach feel all tingly and warm on the inside. Changbin also noticed that the freckled boy made him feel eurphoric, even though Felix may never know, the blonde never failed to make him smile. Even if he felt like he wanted to cry, all he had to do is think about the freckled little angel and and he would instantly feel like he could conquer the world, no matter how childish that sounded.

So obviously, after spending a few hours at a café, the ravenette took the latter to a nearby park. The reason being that he wanted to spend more time with the younger. They hopped into Changbin's small car again and headed to the said park.

Parking the car on next to a nearby sidewalk, the pair strolled to the park. The play equipment was old but it was still functional, the swing set had rusty metal chains that held up the rubber seat which children would sit on. The park was abandoned to say the least, all the attention was on the new park that was recently opened in the area. Changbin and Felix didn't mind though, in fact they liked it better this way, they had the whole park to themselves and no one to interrupt their precious time together.

During their time at the park Changbin noticed that he smiled and laughed more than usual. 'Maybe it's the side effect of hot chocolate' he thought to himself, staring at the sky. He also started noticing the little things about Felix, like how he bites his nails when he gets nervous or how he averts his eye contact with the elder when he starts blushing.

It turns out time does fly when you're having fun because only then did Felix realised that it was 3:30, meaning that their time together would end soon. The ravenette promised the younger to get him home by 4:00, which he completely regretted now. The pair started making their way to the car, each making sure to cherish the rest of their time together.

Changbin ended up getting to Felix's house by exactly 4:02, then he headed back to his own house. Inside the car was nothing but silence, the boy stared at the road in front of him, trying to arrange the thoughts inside his head. All that was inside Changbin's mind were only thoughts about a certain freckled angel, the more he thought about it, the lighter his heart felt.

And it was then and there that Changbin realised;

He had fallen in love with Lee Felix.

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