"Am sorry Cay... I didn't mean this all to happened. Please forgive me but this is not supposed to happen between us. And you know that damn well! "Ang malumanay ngunit may halong iritasyon sa timig ni Raphael ng bitiwan iyon.
Di nya tuloy mapagtanto kung galit ito sa kanya or sa sarili nito. Blanko din ang mukha ng lalaki. Magkaharap silang dalawa ngunit di sya tiningnan ng lalaki ng sabihin iyon bagkus nakapokos sa ibang bagay ang mata nito.
Lihim syang napaigtad sa kanyang kinalalagyan. Kapwa sila nakaupo sa kama na pawang suot ang kanilang damit na gamit kagabi. Alam nyang pareho silang awkward ang pakiramdam. Sino ba nman ang di makadama ng awkwardness pagkatapos ng namagitan sa kanilang dalawa.
Di sya makatingin rito ng diretso. Nahihiya sya sa kanyang nagawa,sa nangyari sa kanilang dalawa last night. Kung pwede nga lang sya lunukin ng cold floor na-wish nya na sanang bumuka iyon ng pagkalaki laki at lunukin sya agad at never pang magkaroon ng tsansa na muling makaharap ang kaibigan.
"Yes I know that Ralph. It's ok. I don't want you to feel guilty about what happened."aniyang di nagtaas ng tingin mula sa kanyang mga kamay na nakahawak ng mahigpit sa laylayan ng kanyang suot na damit.
" I want it and I don't regret giving you myself, my virginity. Please. Don't let this simple virginity issue comes our way. "Kalmado nyang wika sa lalaki na ikinataas ng mukha nito sa kanya ng lakas loob syang magtaas ng tingin rito para silipin ang reaksyon ng lalaki.
Kaagad nyang binigyan ito ng assurance smile. Pretending she doesn't care a bit about his agitation about what had happened between them.
They're both drunk and got wasted when it happened. No one to blame but the alcohol they intake.
Supposed no one of them to blame but little did he knows that she did plan on this to happen. This is all she wanted before she leaves him. At first she doesnt want to do what she plans but when the alcohol struck her mind the cobtrol she have in herself flew out of the window.
Having him for the ist and the last time is her last wished before leaving.
Nang di ito nagsalita muli. Nagpatuloy sya sa pagkombinsi rito na walang problema sa namagitan sa kanilang dalawa kagabi.
She knows he's feeling guilty and he wants to do something to mend her broken self preservation but she have a pride. Shes good at hiding her feelings to everyone. And also she's good at pretending in front of everyone that everything is all right though deep inside she's been broken for a million time this time. But who cares. This is what she wanted in the ist place. This is what she wanted to be the payment of her pretenses and she won't let him pay her in cold cash. She can't accept it. Let alone the money but she don't need it anyway.
She knows she doesnt want him to pay her by helping him to Be with Camille. She did all her might just to help him to get his love of his life which is Camille. His long lost crush and love since high school. She knows it all because Raphael tells her everything. He shared his love life to her.
Kapwa sila napapitlag ng umalingawngaw ang tunog ng phone sa isang bahagi ng silid nito. Saka lang remihistro sa utak nya na phone iyon ng lalaki. Mabilis pa sa kidlat itong napalapit sa phone na ring ng ring.
Nang mapasakamay iyon ng lalaki di nakaligtas sa mata nya ang kislap ng mga mata nito sa kasiyahan ng mapagtanto nito kung sino ang nasabing caller.
"Guess what Cailley! Camille is calling me. This is a good sign that we're back together! "Excited nitong anunsyo na agad nyang sinang-ayunan at nginitin ito ng may pag-iingangyong tama nga ito.
Biglang nawala ang anumang bad emosyon sa mukha nito kani knina lang. Napalitan na ito ng sayan di nya kayang tumbasan kahit anu pa ang gawin nya.
May kirot sa pusong tumalikod sya rito saka inayos ang sarili. Huminga sya ng malalim bago kinalma at kinompos ang sarili. Naglagay sya ng masayang aura sa mukha bago muling tumingin sa lalaking masayang nakikipag-usap sa phone. Matapos nitong kausapin ang babae naglulundag ito sa tuwang lumapit sa kanya sabay yakap sa kanya ng mahigpit. Isinayaw sya sa ere sa sobrang tuwa nito.
"Thanks Cailley you're my angel. Camille and I are back together. We'll happily ever again. "Masayang wika nito. Bakat sa mukha nito ang kasayahang nadarama ng mga sandaling iyon.
Nagkaroon ng di pagkakaunawaan ang dalawa kaya pinilit sya ng lalaki na tulungan uto para magkabalikan ang dalawa. Sinabi nitong babayaran sya nito ng pera kapalit ng tulong nya rito.
Kahit parang tinarakan ang kanyang puso sa mga sinabi nito nagawa nya pa ring maging masaya para sa lalaki.
"That's good Ralph. Congratulations! That only means my service are no longer needed. Bye Ralph. I need to go now. I have important matters that needs to be done today. "Masigla nyang sabi na pilit pinasaya ang mukha habang nakatingin rito saka awkward na napatayo mula sa kama nito at tinungo ang pintuan. Akmang pipihitin nya na sana ang door knob ng magsalita ito na nagpapigil sa kanya at lumingon rito. May ngiti sa labing ipinaskil.
"I thought we will celebrate this but don't mind me. If this important matter you are saying is really that important then I won't hold you longer here. We're good right? So, I expect you tomorrow to celebrate with us. And Cay, "wika nito naibinitin pa ang susunod nitong sasabihin sa kanya.
Napatitig sya sa mga mata nito ngunit ang kanyang mukha ay walang mabasang emosyon. Pilit nyang binabasa ang emosyong biglang sumungaw sa mukha ng lalakingunit bago pa man nya iyon tuluyang mabasa agad nitong pinalis at binigyan sya ng ngiti nitong nakakatunaw ng blood clot sa artery ng taong broken hearted.
"Thanks again. I'll send you the total amount of our deal with extra gift. "Anitong tila may pagdadalawang isip,may gusto itong sabihin ngunit isinarili na lamang nito na ipinagsawalang bahala nya.
"I don't need it Ralph. I don't need your money. The fun am experiencing with you is enough payments. I don't really care about the money because I don't need it in the first place. I've got enough in my bank account. Just save it for your business expanded in the near future. "Tanggi nya rito na blanko ang mukha.
"But we have.---"protestang wika nito but di nya na ito binigyan pa ng pagkakataong makapagprotesta pa.
"Bye Ralph. Take care. "Malambing nyang wika sabay ngiti at lumapit rito saka tumingkayad at binigyan ito ng mabilis na halik sa labi saka agad ding lumayo dito at walang lingong lumabas sa silid ng lalaking walang katinag tinag sa kanyang kinatatatuang nakatingin sa kanyang papalayong katawan.
Tila ito biglang naistatwa ng mapagtatanto nitong nag-iisa na lamang sya sa silid ,wala na si Cailley sa kanyang harapan. Tanging ugong na lamang ng sasakyan nitong papalayo ang kanyang narinig sa labas hanggang mawala iyon.
At di nya alam na iyon na pala ang huling araw na muli nyang nasisilayan ang magandang mukha ni Cailley. His Cailley. The girl who took his heart after she disappear in his life for good without knowing he loves her.
And after that everything change including his life and worst his attitude. He's no longer the calm and happy person he is. He turned out to be a grumpy, serious, strict and high temper man that nobody can endure his rough attitude.
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