New life

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You sit on your balcony with a can of beer in hand , you have been drinking everyday and been going into work severely hung over . Luckily, your boss doesn't care as he's high everyday .

Ever since the day you saw Paula she has been tormenting you more , she's even become defensive over Stu? Your friends with him and she's just some dirty ex . You sat there drinking and sketching random shit , you hadn't seen stu in a while he was finishing tour but that was 3 weeks ago . You shrugged it off you have other people . Right? Your family had moved away to another country for retirement and you didn't go out much , the only people you really talked to were your clients at work .

You had essentially fallen off the face of the earth , when you were younger you were always against drinking and smoking and all that shit when you think about it you wish you could just be a kid again .with the thinking you had just fell asleep drink in hand .

The next thing you knew you were on the sofa opening your heavy eyelids , you took no Time In looking around before you ran to the bathroom to throw up . You needed to stop this . As you started thinking a voice whispered behind you .
" bloody hell luv ain't you a light-weight  ."
Murdoc.
" the fuck are you doing here pickle ?" You shouted and held your head in pain , you looked behind him to see the rest of the band.
You sighed and pushed past him .
" oh uh sorry bout that , heya people !" You slumped down on the sofa In front of them and reached for you half empty can .

Before you could do so stu took it and placed it away from you .
" luv how did yew end up liek this in 3week ?" You we're still confused as to why they were here but you shrugged in response and lay down .
" so , baby girl stay here dragged us here to get you . You comin' or not ? " Rus seemed like he thought this was a waste of time
" waaaait where we going ?" You asked still slightly drunk and slurring .
" we flying to America for spirit house !!" Noodle shouted and pulled you up , she used the back of her hand to wife off the mascara flakes under your eyes .
" ok , I couldn't give a fuck about this place anyway " you were quick to decide and felt no emotion towards your life . You rushed out the room and packed lots of backpacks with your clothing , and other essentials .

" gimme a sec!" You called to the others as you pulled on a long f/c hoodie with black pyjama shorts and a random pair of sneakers. You left your h/l hair down and rushed out the room grabbing everything.
" get my out of this shit hole " you laughed as you walked towards Stu and linked your arm with his , you didn't know what you were thinking but couldn't really care less.

You looked up to see him awkwardly messing with his hair and a slight pink tint on his face , you dragged him towards the door with the others and your journey started to the airport.

(Time skip)

You hopped on the plane , Murdoc being the cheap skate he is decided we would fly the same as anyone else , you sat next to stu and mudz. You leaned on stu for almost the whole flight , occasionally mudz would whisper to you some creepy shit but you just kicked him in the shin. He's 100 percent how you imagined him

You could feel stu breath on your neck , it sent a chill down your spine . Now that you actually knew him in person and we're going to America with him did he want to be more than friends , you began to think . Or maybe we're just close friends you idiot . You face palmed randomly and earned a stare from 2-D.
" erm, luv just askin . Why were yew so sad and drinkin so much at yew house , wasn't paula was it ? " his head tilted as he looked towards you .
" I don't know ." You shortly replied whilst shrugging and burying your face into his shoulder , you had been so Lonely recently but you had no idea why . Was he the first person you felt connected to in many years ?

(Timeskip)

You arrived at the house , the outside was rundown but the inside was ok , as soon as you got in the door noodle and Russel went to their rooms and murdoc went to get a drink .
Stu stood with you and turned you around to him you looked at him and blushed slightly , you stamped on your toe to tell yourself to stop being stupid . He stared down when you did it and back at you ." So luv , the only room we got big enouf to be your room is the basemen' that alwright?" You nodded to him and found your way to the basement , you lay on the dusty couch down there and began to listen to a random playlist on your phone before you started to think again .

"Why the fuck did I blush . It's a fucking celebrity crush you idiot ." You whispered to yourself dismissing your feelings .

"Erm luv?" You we're stunned as he stood right beside you , shit did he hear that ?




A/N ive been shopping almost everyday and had writers block sorry for not posting my dudes 👌👌👌

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