ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴀ x ᴄʜᴀᴛʀᴏᴏᴍ | ᴄʀᴀᴄᴋ

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besides all the jokes and how they roasted each other, hoseok developed a small crush on hyungwon

and by small, he means huge

you could say he was in love; his personality it's just so unique, lazy, bitchy, rude, sleepy and annoying - but he was also loyal, honest and genuine

he was perfect boyfriend material and anyone could fall for him and when it comes to his looks, they could seriously kill

his pale and spotless, smooth and creamy complexion, his piercing big and round dark chocolate eyes, his full and soft pink lips, his tall and slim figure

usually dressed up in stylish but comfy clothes, jeans and knitted sweaters, turtlenecks or oversized hoodies. not that his sense of fashion mattered, hyungwon looked beautiful in everything

the male couldn't figure it out; how did he fall in love in such a short amount of time, especially with a stranger? he could go on and on about what he loved about hyungwon, he loved the way he talks, he loves that he's shy and more of a listener then a talker, he loves when hyungwon talks about something he likes and he can literally see stars in his eyes

he loves the way he smiles when he sees anything cute, or the way he  frowns when he doesn't understand something. they've saw each other about 3 or 4 times now, everytime hoseok discovered about 50 more details about hyungwon

he even bought a journal and wrote down everything he loved about hyungwon; on every page a thing he loves about the younger

for the past couple of days he thought about confessing, but how? he thought about inviting him on a date, at a fancy restaurant, buying him flowers and sweets but that seemed way too cliche and boring 

hoseok figured that it would be better if he just waited for the right moment and the confess or something and this for sure was the right moment. he took that diary and a jacket to cover his bare torso 

 15 minutes later and look at that, he's in front of hyungwons door, trying to calm down his breath and is hands shaking

knock knock

low grunts could be hear from inside and as someone dragged their feet to the door, yelling "coming" 

and as the door opened, wonho felt butterflies in his stomach, he forgot all that he wanted to say. he fell in love again; hyungwon standing in the doorway looking rather sleepy and tired, you could see bags under his eyes and hs newly bleached hair all messed up

he looked so ethereal and for a second, everything stopped; hoseok couldn't think or concentrate on anything, he just starred at the god in front of him. there wasn't really a word you could describe what he felt in that exact moment

excitement, happiness, somehow sadness because he knew hyungwon wouldn't like him back, he knew he wasn't good enough and he saw the rejection coming. he overall felt  overwhelmed and scared

"i- ugh, wanted to show you something" they both went inside and sat on the couch, hyungwon slightly curious about what the elder will show him. hoseok handed the journal to hyungwon and told him to open it

chae hyungwon written on the first page underlined with a bright neon marker

first page, his smile

second page, his long legs

thirteen page, when he runs his hand through his hair

twenty four page, when he hold my hand because he was scared 

thirty six, he bites his lip when he's nervous 

forty two, when the sunlight hits him and he looks like he's painted in gold

sixty nine, he gets shy when i touch him 

he went through all the pages, analyzing each and every single one. when he finished, he closed the diary and placed it aside. i knew it was a bad idea, hoseok thought as he watched hyungwon looking slightly conflicted

the older was ready to sit up and leave, when, hyungwon literally jumped on him, connecting their lips

at first, wonho didn't react, he just stayed there eyes wide open, but when hyungwons grip on hoseok became loose, he placed his hand on the back of hyungwons neck and pressing his lips onto his

it felt like heaven, hyungwon almost on top of hoseok, their lips fitting so perfectly. it was so perfect until they fell on the floor, but they didn't seem to acknowledge it; hoseok now on top feeling every bit of hyungwon like he wanted to do so many times before

wonho licked the others bottom lip, hyungwon knowing what he wanted, opened his mouth, letting the older roam around his mouth while and unzipping hoseoks jacket, first shocked that he didn't have anything else

hoseok lifted him up, holding him by his thighs and walking towards the bedroom, still kissing the younger. when hyunwgon bit the others lip and softly scratched his back, wonho pushed him up against the wall, groping his ass as hyungwon let out a moan

the other couldn't help but stare at how appealing and captivating; he wanted to tie him up, tease him, lick him, bite him, praise him, taste him and feel him, but he also wanted to protect him

on the other hand, hyungwon wanted hoseok to undress him and kiss all over his body, mark him, leaving marks on his milky skin and show everyone that he owns him; he wanted to have wonho inside him but at the same time he wanted control over him

he didn't even realise when wonho threw him onto the bed, undressing him as slowly as possible while leaving butterfly kisses on his now bare chest. after hoseok took off his sweatpants, he took hyungwon whole while looking deep into his eyes

they maintained a strong eye contact until hoseok started bobbing his head up and down, hyungwon threw his back into the sheets, running his hand through hoseoks hair

♡

"so... wanna talk?" 

"nah"

"okay, no homo though right?"

"right"

welp that was horrible