If Only || Choi Soobin [DISCONTINUED]

VII

"Mine." I said before walking out.

Soobin was already waiting for me in the van.

When I walked in, he noticed my clothing.

"Why do I feel like I've seen those somewhere." Soobin said.

I walked up to him and sat beside him.

"These are yours." I smiled at him.

"No wonder the hoodie seemed a bit familiar. "

Out of a habit, I leaned on his shoulder and took a nap.

We made it to the hair dressing salon and I had to wait for the reveal of Soobin's hair.

He came in the van shortly after hair drying his hair and the results sent me running to him before he even entered the van. I ran up to him while he was still coming in and jumped on him without hesitation.

I hugged him tight while he kept his grip on my waist firm and spun me around.

"Yahh you look so good!" I said the moment he put me down. I ruffled his hair and he chuckled.

"I look good in everything." He said full of confidence.

"Don't get too cocky." I slapped his arm. HARD.

"Ok ok ok, I'm sorry ma'am." He said and pouted.

I looked at him from top to bottom again then hugged him once more. The latter chuckled aloud at my actions.

"You seem to like hugging me now, don't you?" He said while his arms were around my waist.

"You're just too comfortable to hug." I suddenly blurt out.

"Awww! Don't worry! You can always come to me and hug me anytime you want, even if your brother is there, I could care less." Soobin said pinching my cheeks.

"If you say so." I say once he let go of me.

We were in the van on the way home when the radio played Stay by Blackpink. Listening to it made me want to sing along but, I guess Soobin beated me to it.

"Eoduun bami nal gadugi jeone nae gyeoteul tteonajima, ajik nal saranghani nae magwa gatdamyeon oneureun tteonajima-" He was about to sing another part when I cut him off and sang the verse was about to sing.

"Gudi neoyeoyaman haneun iyuneun mutjima geujeo nae gyeote, stay with me." Soobin reached out and held my hand in his and smiled at me. We just stayed like that throughout the whole chorus until, a specific part came on.

"Saramdeulgwaui eokjiseureon hanmadibodan neowaui eoksaekhan chimmugi charari joha." I silently rapped the part but Soobin seemed to hear it as he turned and smiled at me wider.

"I swear if you get anymore cuter I might not be able to hold myself anymore." He warned while pointing his index finger at me.

I blushed and he just pat my head. We listened to the song until we get to the dorm. When we stepped in, everybody ran to him. I stood there staring at all of them as they inspected his new look.

"I swear! Hyung looks like MInhyuk Sunbae from BtoB!" [LEGIT: HE DOES! I am not forcing anybody to believe me nor I am not comparing them. I'm just saying they look alike nothing more okay??]

I looked at him once more and gasped as I thought 'They're right'.

I pulled him by the shirt and looked at him again and smiled at him.

"Yah." I said in a low voice.

"Hm?" Soobin looked directly into my eyes and smiled.

"You really do look like him huh?" I say.

"What are you gonna do about it?" He suddenly pulled me closer to him.

"Oh~ I don't know." I held his shoulders.

"What do you think you're doing?" Yeonjun pushed Soobin slightly.

"Nothing hyung." Soobin groaned.

"I'll go ahead and take a quick bath and sleep okay?"

"Go ahead." Yeonjun said while patting my head.

"Go on." Soobin said while smiling at me.

As I enter my room, I plopped down the bed and sighed. I searched up pictures of Soobin and smiled a whole lot that night.

After I showered I sat on my desk in the room and composed some lyrics. I suddenly remembered Soobin.

"Why do I feel like I should just let my feelings show for you?" I asked myself looking at my wallpaper.

It was me and Soobin cuddling on the couch.

"Whose fault is it that I fell for you? Hmm Soobin?" I asked the phone before me.

Flashback end

"Yeah Soobin. Whose fault is it?" I smiled at the picture then head off to the bathroom.

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