When will you look and see
You are what is killing me
I've never wanted to be perfect
All i wanted to be is worth it
Worth the love you give everyone but me
So for once i could forget the pain that you never see
I'm broken and you let me break
That just shows me all of your hate
So I cut to ease the pain
And I cry tears like rain
Then I hide behind a smile
And keep it going on for miles
But you never seem to care
So telling you I will not dare
You never see that I'm not happy
And that I always feel crappy
All i want is a sholder so i can cry
But instead I get sung the Cutters lulaby
So now I'm ready to quit
I'm done fearing death and I'm now praying for it
To ease my pain and take my fear
Because no one is here
To tell me to stop or tell me no
So tonight all my pain will show
This is what you made me
So now i will let you see
See the pain you put me through
And let you see the me that is now new
I can no longer cause or feel pain
Because now all my blood is drain
This is what you made me do
And the last person you think of is you
For the reason of what i did
And all the pain that I hid
For the reason of me dying
And all of my crying
So now I'm finally free
From the terrible person that is me
And I know you will never see
Everything you made me
YOU ARE READING
poems, quotes, and story's of my life
Poetrycrappy poems, quotes, and story's that i write at random times sorry if you don't like them I'm not really good at this or anything please don't be mean
