• the specific phobia of isolation; a morbid fear of being egotistical, or a dread of being alone or isolated. •
"Y/n, I've..." He was on the verge of sobbing. His distant and stoic facade that he built up around himself, a barrier, was crashing dow...
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- Y/n's POV -
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A huff escapes my lips as I rest the back of my arm on my face. Laying there in silence, my free hand's fingers brushed the soft, sleek fur of the dark haired cat beside me.
The apartment's silence felt comfortable, the only soft sound was coming from the soft purring from Kazu. Sleep began clawing at my conscious, and I peek out from the shelter of my arm to peer at the alarm clock displayed nearby my bed.
It's after... midnight. I haven't realized it's so late already, and I have school in just a few hours.
I stretch my legs, disrupting the inky haired cat. An irritated mew erupts out of him, until he finally steps into a circle and cuddles against me again. I stayed still until I was sure he was asleep beside me again.
No matter what position I try to rest in, my back aches. I knew exactly why and the fact that my body is hurt from normal everyday exercises is shameful. But am I actually ashamed of myself? No.
These past few days I have been mainly focusing on adjusting to my apartment. It's surprisingly a chore to move in an apartment like this, but in a way it's fun and good exercise. My bedroom feels a lot more "cozy," with mainly skating trophies and accessories scattered about, I don't have my parents to nag me for having it "unladylike and disorderly."
I can be "Y/n" here. I don't have anyone here to boss me around excessively. My parents are lovely, but having them in "control-freak" mode is extremely exhausting.
I feel like I won't be able to sleep tonight, so when a lightbulb goes off inside my mind, I can't help but follow through with the idea.
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[ y/n 💓 ] has joined the chatroom.
[ eijirou kirishima🍓 ] has joined the chatroom.
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// y/n 💓 • gooood mornninnngggg, guys!
// eijirou kirishima 🍓 • y/n! what are you doing awake?
// y/n 💓 • i can't sleep, my body has adjusted to just cleaning up my house and studying. im literally dyin g didifnkgici.
