Destined to be yours

In love once again

i woke up to the sound of a beeping of a machine, i open my eyes only to be blinded by the light groaning i turn to see my surrounding this isn't my office. In the corner of my eyes i saw Damon sitting beside me, looking at me worriedly. i scoff and laugh while saying "my eyes must be playing a trick on me again" tears threaten to spill from my eyes as my heart clench terribly, i miss him so much, " how can you betray me after you have taken my heart?" i reached and try to touch his cheek and when i did he was really there. 

Gasping i retracted my hands only for him to grab it, "i am sorry" he whisper " i am sorry i took so long, i am so sorry for having to let you deal with it alone,  i am sorry for leaving you when you need me most"  he kiss my hands gently. i pull my hand away "Get. out" i gritted my teeth. 

"love please " he plead, i just laughed " maybe you should go to your true love you a**hole, you are such a jerk for leaving" i began to sob and hit him "what took you so long?!" i hit him in the chest he just let me " i hate you so much " i began to hit him in the chest but exhaustion soon claim me over as i fell into darkness.

Damon pov......

her body slump into my arms as i embraced her, she lost so much weight. i lay her back down onto the bed and went outside to consult to the doctor about the baby and her.

"how is she doctor?" i ask the doctor as soon as she walk past me, she took a look from her chart  and said "she is currently very weak and she needs to have nutrients in her, the baby is not in danger but the baby would need to have some nutrients in order to grow." she looks up

"when can she leave the hospital?" i ask again "tonight she may leave but she needs to get a lot of rest as looking at her condition she haven't had much of that" i nodded 

i stood outside her room " tell Celeste parents that i would love to have the twins here tonight" i say to my assistance " right on it sir" i walk back into the room and Celeste is still in a deep sleep, now that i have taken a closer look on her she looks so pale there are bags under her eyes, oh my love, how can you leave me like that without even letting me explain anything yet? i question her inside my head while i brushed her hair out from her face. 

it is 8 pm and Celeste is still sound asleep deciding not to wake her i carried her to my car and drove us to my mansion. i put her in my bedroom, and walked downstairs only to have the twins running up to me screaming "DADDY!!!!" i scoop them both up and kiss their cheeks "be quiet mommy is sleeping, i will make you guys some dinner "i say as i put them down to sit. 

after they are done with dinner i pour milk and the food i made to Celeste, i took the twins upstairs and led them into my room where Celeste was sleeping, Cora and Flin climbed on the bed gently and hugged her from both sides, Cora little hands caress Celeste face and kissed her on her cheek only then did Celeste stir awake, as soon as she open her eyes the twins engulf her in a tight hug and kisses "hi baby i miss you so much" she hug them back and gave them equal kisses on their cheeks. 

"Mommy, Daddy made us dinner and it was delicious" Cora say while looking straight into Celeste eyes, " and Daddy also made you some " Flin claim while pointing at the tray i am holding" Celeste gave Flin and gentle smile. 

"Alright babies let mommy eat something first" they make room for me as i sat beside Celeste and scoop some food on the spoon to feed her, she glared at me but ate the food anyway because of the kids that is sitting next to us, but before she could swallow she starts to gag and rushed to the bathroom. i rushed behind and rub her backs soothingly after she was done i handed her a cup of water she gurgled it and brushed her teeth then head back to bed. 

she leaned against the headboard, she looks exhausted she then proceed to pushed the food as far as she can, and i guess that is because it made her nauseous and so i took the food outside. i then hand her the cup of warm milk and she drank all of it. the twins look at her worryingly and gently rub her arms, i sat next to her and starts to give her a massage which she resist at first but soon relax and closed her eyes. after 20 minutes the twins were sound asleep next to her while hugging her arms afraid she might leave again. she stroke both the twins head while she play with their hair the room soon fell into a comforting silence, she then lay her head back and let out a sigh. 

"whats wrong?" i ask as i held her hands tight, a tear fell down her cheeks this has me worrying, was she in pain?, is she uncomfortable? millions things rushed to my head " am i a bad person, for you to leave?" she whisper, her question had my heart shattered, i sat on the bed with her and took her head on my shoulder, i put my arms around her and whisper " i am so sorry that i have made you feel this way because my love i would never intend to hurt you in the first place, you have the most biggest heart, even to those who have betray you, you are selfless, caring, giving and most of all you are you. never once doubt that you are not good if anything. i don't deserve you. " i grabbed her chin so that she could look at me " i love you" i say as i crashed my lips down on hers, she stilled for a second before she kissed me back. 

we both broke apart to catch our breath our forehead touching, "Now tell me what you want to eat" and with that we both smile and kiss each other again full of longing and love.