the first crack,
was from the slamming doors
and the fighting down the hall
even when i knew it was coming
it still scared me
the second crack,
was from the anger i feel
sometimes for no reason
the third crack,
was from a friend
who i thought was trustworthy
the fourth, fifth and sixth crack,
was from the boys i stupidly feel for
when they came and went from my bed
the seventh crack,
was from the death of my nana
only then realizing death was real
and i'm afraid the eight crack will forever break my heart
