The Realization
That's what I want
I want to start all over with someone new
The friendship and the flirty glances
The constant teasing but always being there for you
The pure heart and pure feeling of wanting to just be with them
Getting to know them, all of their dislikes and likes
Trying to impress them and then failing horribly
Moments where I hide my face cause red has never been a good color on my face
Growing together
Staying together when everyone leaves
Then
The realization
Yes, No. Maybe So.
I do
I like him
Then the questions
Does he like me?
Yes, No. Maybe So.
The fear of telling them and them knowing.
Telling everyone to keep their voices down
The constant Shhhhhh
And then
Eyes lifting
Mind buzzing
Heart soaring
Hands shaking
Voice breaking
Speech impediment....ing
They speak to you
Suddenly the eye of the hurricane
A breath of fresh air
Each day is a new adventure with them
Then I start to realize they feel the same way
The nervousness, the smiles, and the honest feelings
All while beating the same heart beat
Staying so focus, forgetting there's world around
And staying close together
And eventually
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Emotions Live
Poetry"Know Thyself" This has been hammered into me this past year. Know who you are, what your emotions mean, what are they telling you. My goodness has it been a whirlwind. After shutting out emotions and tearing down myself, I finally lived by letting...
